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My awesome girlfriend, my not so awesome brother

Recently my old best friend Nick came back into my life. He and I had a huge falling out over a girl Celine, his ex to be precise. This girl had been one of my closets ever my best bestfriend. Nick was and is like a brother to me, he was dating her for awhile, but the relationship was really...bad. see Nick suffers from deep depression, but he's also very self-centered a lot of times. Whenever Celine talked about the problems that were going on in her life, Nick would always tell her how he had it worse and poor him etc. All the while Celine suffers in silence because she cant talk to her boyfriend about her life. She wanted to break up with him for a ling time but never did because he always talked about suicide and she was scared that he was going to fall into a deeper depression and kill himself if she left. Well Nick would do stuff to her. He never raped her thank God, but he would touch her boobs and rub her crotch and kiss her, or send nude photos of herself to him when he...

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I haven't been sexually attracted to my partner for the...

I haven't been sexually attracted to my partner for the last few years. It feels like a chore and honestly just too much work to be intimate, and before its even started I wish that it was over. I have to use my imagination to feel turned on because she isn't good in bed. We are currently working on improving our relationship overall, but even if we are in a better space emotionally, I don't think the intimacy with her will ever be what I truly want. When I've told her that I feel its a chore, we don't address it with understanding and in the end I feel pressured to give her intimacy because its what she wants.  

I'm 25 from Montana (US) but have been working in india...

I  m 25  from Montana (US) but have been working in India after my college since 2013, my work entails meeting different kinds of people and professionals on almost a daily basis. 3 years back I met this guy, he told me he was from Dubai, half Arab and half Indian Muslim..i usually don't encounter many people from other countries here..so after meeting someone who had come here to work from outside.. we hit off almost instantly.. he acted so caring and supportive and he was very charming..I was smitten.our friendship soon turned into something more...he proposed and i accepted.. From there on we started chatting a lot on facebook, meeting whenever wherever we could, we would tell each other a lot about our lives in our home country, about our faith, politics just anything under the sun. His views always seemed so secular.. so humane.. so just.. so righteous.. it was almost surreal.

I began to trust him completely and we got to third base. That's when things began to...

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A man loved me. He loved me in every possible way, he...

A man loved me. He loved me in every possible way, he loved me as much as he can. And I ditched him. I can't forgive myself in this life. I gave my level best to love him. But every time when we came close I accepted him as a very good friend. His love gave me strength, confidence, will power, everything. But I was unable to love him. I tried to love him, I said "I love you" to him, I touched him but never loved him. I thought this is okay to be with someone or to marry someone who loves me even when I don't. Then a man came in my life. I felt his aura, his soul. Finally I felt love for a person and came in a relation. I am sorry. I am really sorry that I hurt you. You were a person, who once took all the important decision of my life, you are a god-gifted person.. I can never forgive myself for doing such a sin. Please forgive me if you can. Please forgive me. I break in tears when you show your anger, your hatred towards me. Please forgive me.

I connected with a co-worker and he proposed a lunchtime...

I connected with a co-worker and he proposed a lunchtime rendezvous. I'm married, but for some reason, this seemed "ok" to me. Truth be told, my husband doesn't care about this anyway. Problem is, one thing led to another, and co-worker and I fell in love. I stayed with him for a few weeks and it was rather dramatic. Husband didn't see THIS coming, and was NOT ok with it. Long story short, I came home.

Ever since - for six months now - former co-worker (I quit the job) has been emailing my husband, letting him know that this is not where I want to be. There's a lot more drama and craziness involved, but essentially, I care about both of these men. A big part of me wants to leave and give the new relationship a chance, but an equal part of me doesn't want to hurt my husband any further, or lose the comfort of our lengthy marriage. We do have kids - both grown, but living at home. They're fully aware of the situation, and not pleased with me, of course. I'm scared to even...

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I don't know what to do...I'm a f*cked up person

I don't know what to do...I'm a f*cked up person. I only 13 and I've watched my mom get beaten almost to death and watched her almost kill herself. I watched 3 people die before, the first was my grandma she died when I was 7 I watched her die in a nursing home slowly as cancer ate at her brain until she went crazy and finally past... I think that's when I changed. I used to be very happy on the inside and out but after my grandma died my parents got on drugs . in 2013 my grandpa died. He died right in front of me... I watched the light flicker from his eyes as he took his last breath telling me to go get help as he lied on the bed having a heart attack. After he died my parents drug addiction got worse... My mom was an alcoholic but as I grew older I realised my dad gave her alcohol so she would shut up. They always got into fights but it got bad when the fight began getting abusive. I became apathetic... I didn't care about anything anymore . I still dont.

Last year i...

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Why do I have to be me?

Hello world..I'm 19 and black... I have things much worse because of my skin. I see that my white friends have it more healthier and happier life than me. Its opposite with my black friends. Most of my white friends were raised in a two parent homes..but I and some my black friends was raised in a single parent home. My white friends parents were so nice to me than the black ones. Even my own parent...I hated calling her mommy, mama or mother. I usually call her by her first name. She is a gold digging, controlling, lazy bitch and mean to all three of her kids. I'm shocked that my sister and brother still calls her mommy. She treated like slaves and abused us. Now, I'm glad I am going to be gone out her house and going to be doing something with my life... I wished I had a father in my life while I was growing up. My family could've been more better like my friends family. I'm just a broken hearted black woman that cries when I hear "father" comes out of someone mouth. Sometimes I...

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I'm obsessing about this guy I barely knew but I have a...

I'm obsessing about this guy I barely knew but I have a boyfriend and we're in a long distance relationship. We've been together for almost 5 years. This whole idea I'm confessing about started when I met up with a mutual friend who lives in the same continent as my boyfriend. She came over for a visit and had a good time with her and her hubby, One of the things we talked about was how my other siblings are still single. She suggested that I tell my other sister and brother about this dating site. Of course, Im not going to let my siblings know about this dating site but thought about seeing it for myself. I was up for it mainly because of boredom. So, I went for it. I targeted expats in the area because they could use my help. At least, that's what I have figured. It was okay at first. I started talking to random people, the guys were sweet and always would say the nicest things. Then, I happen to constantly chatted and exchanged numbers with this guy who is temporarily here for...

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i just dont care. I feel like shit and nothing motivates...

i just dont care. I feel like shit and nothing motivates me anymore. I should be studying and I am not. I should be caring more about my relationship but I dont. I need to get good grades and I need to make up with my girl but I cannot find the motivation to do so. It has been a very rough long week that do not seem to be going anywhere. I have two tests tomorrow that are extremely important to me future. I have invested years into getting to this point. Why am I fucking this up? why am I fucking this up. why am I avoiding my dad? what is wrong with me. why cant I just do this? what is stopping me? I feel that the only was is to learn through bad decisions. 

I miss you because I truly enjoyed loving you. I didn't...

I miss you because I truly enjoyed loving you. I didn't need you to be perfect. I didn't need any condition in place to send you love from the deepest part of my heart. I simply enjoyed loving you. I could gaze upon you and feel a love of the ages. I didn't need to hold you back or hold you down to feel any sense of control. I just enjoyed loving you. You were easy to love. For me. Loving you made it feel like everything was right in the world even if it wasn't. And that's what it is to "fall" in love. It is to gently fall into the already current, everlasting flow of love that exists in this world that every heart has experienced ever. This beautiful current exists. That's why they say love never dies. It's an infinite flow. You helped me find it. And I thank you. You changed my life, just by loving. Just by loving you I got to be the receiver of a very elevating experience. So much so, I still can't help but flow love to you, if only from afar now. Thank you, my friend. Thank you...

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Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money...

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money from my daughter my mother. I have stolen credit cards and used them. I steal from store by way of changing price tags. I lie. Just today lied to new landlord about location because I am worried that check bounced lied to our landlord now because I don't have money to pay rent. I always lie to my husband about money. I am doing so great on being sober I only pray I can get my financial sending addition under control. 

Please Father forgive me. Give us a smooth move into new house and give me strength to make sure all our finances are taken care of properly.

Please pray for me (us)

God Bless & Thank you.

I'm a secret keeper

Okay, so I am what I refer to as a secret keeper. To be honest, a secret seller would be more acurate. I find out people's secrets and I tell them. Sometimes I do it to get revenge on the person, and other times I do it because someone offers me money. I am still in secondary school, so its not like we all have loads of money, but I often get around three pounds for an ordinary secret, four for a bigger one. I feel awful, because I often look at people and I know thir deepest, darkest secret. And I know that some day I might be revealing it.

Don't judge me, but I used to love it. I held the power to tear down someone's reputation. I got revenge on several bullies who were really mean to me. But now, what I do sickens me. I am basically like a bounty hunter, and I wish that I could stop being a secret keeper.

The problem is, people still come to me, asking for secrets. I dont know how to stop what I'm doing; please help me!

I am a broken child. Its hard to admit it, but my life...

I am a broken child. Its hard to admit it, but my life was shattered into pieces at a very early age. I hate talking about my life story to my friends family or teachers, because they know me. I just wish there was someone out there kind of like me that would be willing to talk to me. 

Basically, here's my life story:

It all starts with me in the womb. While my mother was pregnant with me, she smoked about 6 packs of cigarettes daily, plus excessive alcohol and whatever other things she put into her body-(As well as mine). I was born just over a month prematurely, and little chance of survival, but i somehow managed to live through it. Life just go worse as i got older, though. I was the baby of six other kids in the house, and was always getting beat up. My parents would beat me with belts and pots and pans and basically anything they could get their hands on. My brothers and sister weren't any different. I was neglected. I was abused in every single way. Then,...

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I don't know what to do. My husband wants me to get...

I don't know what to do. My husband wants me to get mental help but the only help I need is his hug and kiss and two ears. My " best friend" who I consider a sister I'm always willing no matter what, when, where, why, or how I always listen. But when I need the same thing no one is there for me so I just end up comforting myself while they know I need them but they brush me off. Yes I'm mourning about quite alot but they don't even try to understand. I'm lost sad confused who gives a shit right. I just need a friend who is there and will not judge me and be my support when I'm down because I don't have that just me myself and I along with my hormones and emotions.

Thanks,

Lonely and looking for some guidance 

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So on friday evening i decide to drink rum and vodka...

So on friday evening i decide to drink rum & vodka with my boyfriend and our mutual girl friend everything started out ok

having fun talking about old memories until we get really drunk the 3 of us are casual smokers so they tell me they want to go

outside for a cig (apt doesn't allow inside smoking) so i tell them ok i'll meet them outside after i use the bathroom and finish my drink, after i done all that i start putting on my shoes and jacket because it's cold af outside, sometimes i do this thing where i have a smoke by myself in the parking lot behind our apt building so i didn't feel like sitting with them at the side of our apt so i decide to smoke by myself and at this point i finished my full cig and im so drunk i feel like having another one so i pull it out

of my pack and wonder why haven't they came to find me yet? it's been like 20 minutes sitting by myself so i get up and walk towards the front door and from a distance i see my bf and our...

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Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money...

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money from my daughter my mother. I have stolen credit cards and used them. I steal from store by way of changing price tags. I lie. Just today lied to new landlord about location because I am worried that check bounced lied to our landlord now because I don't have money to pay rent. I always lie to my husband about money. I am doing so great on being sober I only pray I can get my financial sending addition under control. 

Please Father forgive me. Give us a smooth move into new house and give me strength to make sure all our finances are taken care of properly.

Please pray for me (us)

God Bless & Thank you.

I was 12 it's when my brother stopped talking to me for no reason...

am 18 years old my life started to suck when i was 12 it's when my brother stopped talking to me for no reason IMAGINE !!!!!  and after that i commuted things am not proud of i even entered therapy am a muslim and am very happy with my religion and i know why am in such bad situation it's all explained in the QURAN . i just want to say that am starting to get better PEOPLE : the key to your problems are many believe me but try to make others happy . help them in need smile with the poor be generous with those who doesn't have a house nor food go to an orphelin kids house and get them toys . visit old people and chat with them but most importantly gift your parents it will make them happy ^_^ do good and pray god to help you then start a new life stay away from your bad habits and have faith in god that he will forgive you then don't look back move on love everyone and also don't ever get arrogant on a poor it will destroy your life

AND DEAR PERSON WHO READ THIS : DON'T...

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Lovely unexpected moment with a secret crush

So, let's get this cleared out first: I'm in a committed and loving relationship and I will never, EVER betray my boyfriend's trust. However, there's this one guy friend who gives me butterflies in stomach...

We both sing at the same choir. I haven't made any kind of a move on him but we're friends nonetheless.

So, today we had our usual choir rehearsal and we practiced a song that has a very certain choreography to it: The song is basically a jolly folk song about men and women wooing each other and bragging about their wonderful love lives. The choreography could be described somehow like this:

1. first men and women stand in separate groups, gossiping, even flirting a bit with the other side etc.

2. both start acting aloof, playing hard to get, singing how they really aren't interested in the other

3. eventually both genders come around; every singer searches someone of the opposite sex and men pull women into half-hugs

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She wasn't virgin bro...

Hello Guys,

i am a guy from mechanical 3rd year studying engineering in one of the most reputed coll in india.

i just a worst feeling ever in my life today

i was in love with a girl from computer science, she was looking pretty well i kn for every guy his girl looks pretty, but expectations r der bro, she was really stunning and" innocent"

let me story of story by giving u guys a little info about my so called fucking love story(by now u would have come to conclusion that mine was a boring breakup story) guys w8 till the end atleast for the sake of god.

i met her in coll only our love story started in 1sem oly.

she used to mention about her previous boy frd, but she wasn't saying too much.

but after 3 years i read a email which was sent to her account by her only,she had backed up her previous gfs messages

to my shocking surprise, she wasn't virgin bro she had sex with him for 3 time holy fuck, have u ever believe a girl from...

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I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully...

I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully parked in a mostly empty lot. When I returned to my car some fucktard had parked so close to me that i could barely open the door. When every this happens, instead of swallowing my fucking anger, I keyed that mother fuckers car from stem to stern. let this be a lesson if you are an ignorant, inconsiderate fuck, I will always key your fucking car if you park too close. and you know what I dont feel that guilty. YOU DESERVE IT

can i get an AMEN?

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