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Nightmares of the past

When I was six years old, I was molested. My older step brother J, and his friend at the time Robert were watching me while my parents were at the store. We were having fun we were shooting bb guns, and just hanging out. Later that evening, my brother went out for a smoke, it was just me and Robert in the house. He told me to come sit on his lap, I said no. He kept saying it's all right I'm like your brother in a way, I said no your not. He wouldn't leave it alone so I sat on his lap, being only six I didn't think much of it. Then he started touching me, I told him to stop, he kept doing it I kept saying no stop, i tried to get off of him, he wouldn't let me. He didn't let me go until he heard my brother coming in. Later my parents come home, I tell my mom what happened I was confused. She had me call my gma w, and my Gma w, called the cops. I had to go talk to some people at the courthouse about what happened and they explained what it was. Robert didn't go to jail or anything no...

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I made a rule 5 years ago that I wouldn't look up a girl...

I made a rule 5 years ago that I wouldn't look up a girl I had been in love with anymore. We were never more than friends and not even that by the time I decided that I had to quit thinking about her. At that point in my life I was seriously depressed, and had convinced myself that everything would have been better if this relationship had been something more. In reality that never would have happened. I managed to move on with my life after grappling with my stupid obsession for years, and I was proud of myself.

I've grown a lot as a person since then. It hasn't been perfect but I'm heading in the right direction. I did end up obessed with another girl however, and spend a significantamount of time daydreaming about spending the rest of my life with her. This has only been made worse by my moving to a new city and the loneliness I'm experiencing. I probably will never see her again, and am having a tough time coming to grips with it. So I stupidly looked up this other...

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I never knew what a Solar Plexus was but since I was a...

I never knew what a Solar Plexus was but since I was a little child I've always felt more tired after sleeping and napping and waking up feeling weak right in the middle of my abdomen It happened throughout my life and in by adolescence it got worst .By that time I started trying to make my own deductions about it and what it was.I deducted things but it wasn't it. For example I deduced it could be anemia but it wasn't. I started deducing it was soul draining, spiritual draining after I began delving into chakras. I now don't believe in chakras anymore, however sometimes I wake up feeling weak to the point of drowsiness and if I stand up less quickly it makes me see everything black as if about to pass out . Besides that it feels as if in the middle of my chest it's weak but not exactly physically. Some nights I wake up just with the weird feeling in the middle of my chest but not tired nor weak all over just in the middle of my abdomen. 

         In conclusion, I...

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On the surface, my life seems quite happy, straight A’s,...

On the surface, my life seems quite happy, straight A’s, lots of friends and a happy family. But underneath, it's sad. At least to me it is. I only have one real best friend and about 2 real friends. One of my “friends” is a total jerk that ditches me all the time. Another “friend” complains about everything and keeps trying to suspended someone just because they're annoying. A group of my “friends” are keeping a former “friend” out of their group for literally no reason. That's all pretty messed up and annoying. And I would tell those “friends” that I don't want to be friends anymore, but they're all friends with my best friend, and if I told them I didn't want to be friends, my only best friend would ditch me. I also have the fear of being forgotten or abandoned. I often feel alone since I can't tell anyone this, because they won't understand. My life is pretty boring other than that. I'm scared that since I'm boring, my best friend will abandon me. I'm also...

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I have a very close best friend at uni...

I have a very close best friend at uni. We have a very strong relationship, and both of us acknowledge there's a connection stronger than friendship. He's said that I'm like a sister to him before, so we're very close. I don't want to date him or anybody else (aromantic) and he's in a relationship. We're often physically intimate beyond the norm, cuddling and hugging very often, and we've had sex three times, relatively recently. He's the first person I've had sex with, so this is all really new to me. His girlfriend doesn't know, and has said before that she's fine with me hugging and relying on him a lot. I'm not hugely guilty, but I worry a lot that he will be. He's instigated every time, though, even if I was always happy to go along with it. I'm just worried I'll lose my best friend because he suddenly starts caring about this and starts distancing himself from me. I wouldn't be able to cope if that happened and I lost somebody that close to me. He's the most important person...

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I miss you :(

I love you brother. I know it's not gonna affect you, neither it did when i broke in front of you, when i holded your hand and begged to not leave me alone, when i texted you, when i asked your forgiveness, when i needed your support the most, when my pillow was wet every day, when i lost my appetite, when there was none but you. You will never know what i face and bear. I pretend not to care for you at all, but that is utterly fake. I love you and i will not gonna obey you when you said, forget me. It's hard for you to move on, i know. But it's even harder for me to move on. Miss you a lot. Please come back soon, no one knows for how long since now i will be able to make it...

I guess I'm sorry for being too emotional, for being...

I guess I'm sorry for being too emotional, for being insecure. I'm sorry you don't care about anything,I guess I'm sorry you never put in effort, or show comfort. I'm sorry I'm  jealous. I'm sorry for being sensitive because my past, I'm truly sorry for the way I look. I'm sorry you have to hide things from me, I'm sorry you have to lie to me. I guess I expected so much, or maybe it's that I get to little. No.. It's me, you're perfect. I'm sorry you have to deal with a broken person, I mean what do YOU expect. I let you inside and you don't seem to care either,I'm sorry you're embarrassed to tell people who I..think I am to you. I'm sorry you never have time for me, and when you do its for other people. I'm sorry all the other guys you talk to get me mad/jealous. I'm sorry that you don't want a future together,I'm sorry for this pain you inflict upon me. I'm sorry you have to hide me from other people, I'm sorry I bother you with my thoughts or feelings. I'm sorry I annoy you when...

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I am a very happily married woman but for the last 11...

I am a very happily married woman but for the last 11 years I've been in love with someone else as well as my husband. We agreed that nothing could, or would come of it as we are both in committed relationships and have children. We have tried not being in touch with each other but the longest we've managed this is around 18 months. We just keep getting drawn back to each other. Neither of us wants to leave our partner, but we just can't seem to turn off our feelings. After a recent meet-up, where we connected more deeply than ever before (and he told me he's always loved me), he told me he couldn't see me again as he felt too guilty. Until then it had always been me saying this. I asked if we could still chat online as friends and he said yes. However he's now become distant and I really feel like I've lost him this time. I feel heartbroken yet unable to show it and it's killing me inside. I know it's for the best but I feel like I'm grieving and can't tell anyone.

Today I accidentally rammed into a two wheeler while...

Today I accidentally rammed into a two wheeler while going to the university. And what's worse is that I sped away upon seeing two policemen approaching the exact way that two wheeler had fallen. By the time the policemen could make sense of what happened I sped away. In the rear view mirror I constantly kept on looking for anyone who might have followed me from the accident spot. Although I had a collision at low speed and the injuries wouldn't have been serious, I still sped away. I felt bad for what I've done and promised myself that the next time I'm driving I wont be so reckless.

I guess all of us were lucky enough to escape without any serious injury. Never ever will I drive with loud music blazing through the speakers of my car. I still remember the very moment it happened... Katy Perry song was just about to end. I was happy and almost smirking thinking how cool I would look to those who were coming to attend the university. But as soon as I bumped into the two...

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Marriage is so tough, Nelson Mandela got a divorce....

Marriage is so tough, Nelson Mandela got a divorce. Nelson Mandela got a fucking divorce! Nelson Mandela spent 27 years in a South African prison—got beaten and tortured every day for 27 years and did it with no fucking problem. Made to do hard labor in hundred degree South African heat for 27 years and did it with no problem. He got out of jail after 27 years of torture, spent six months with his wife and said, ‘I can’t take this shit no more!’

kleptomania - I enjoy stealing

Everytime I go to my local Target, I have something to steal. I love the thrill of doing it. I'm stealing there for years now. These items may be as little as a candy or something expensive such as medications or jewelry. I truly enjoy this.
And I'm stealing from other stores for over 10 years. Call it a compulsion or hobby, I guess I enjoy stealing.

Secret love

Not here to gather sympathy, just thinking that maybe saying it out loud (or in this case, typing it on the internet), getting it off of my chest for once will make it feel better? Here goes nothing.

So I'm in love. Been in love with her ever since we were kids. In my eyes, she's a natural born beauty, and all those hours playing together, talking about our interests, having a really good time, always; how could I not fall for her? But here's the catch; she is my most dearest cousin.

She does not know, and I can't ever let her know. The point where it would have been safe to confess, get rejected and eventually get over it, the time I could have played it off as a silliness of youth, was a thousand miles ago. Can't really forget and move on either, since we still meet on a regular basis.

Now she's happily in a relationship, living together with his boyfriend. Wish I could say 'as long as she is happy, I'm happy', but it isn't that easy; to me, her happiness is...

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Analysing my situation now have the impression that my...

Analysing my situation now have the impression that my life is being put on hold, so someone can live their life. It as if they are pausing my life, as in a computer game, except it is as if another player paused your character but continued playing their game. You know, when you pause your character so that you can plan and set things up to happen for the character, and then unpause when you planned everything,

¤ Except it's been years

¤ Not good things are being planned

¤ It is another "player" who is pausing my life

¤ It is real life and another person's life shouldn't be stopped so that you can live yours there's oxygen for everybody, and the sun shines for everybody is just that some can't understand it.

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I am 14 years old, a girl, and about 170lbs. I have...

I am 14 years old, a girl, and about 170lbs. I have always been self conscious about my weight, although I am always told by my doctor, friends, and parents that I weigh so much because of my athleticism and my height, I'm 5'10''.  I keep trying to lose weight and become thinner so boys will want to date me, I have been dying to have my first kiss and a boyfriend to be goals with. My ideal body goal is to be about 135-145 lbs. The ideal body weight for my height is around that. I am sick of feeling awkward in my clothes and in my skin. When I was scrolling through this website, I came across this...

"I was fat, pimply goth chick. Sometime after I began to realize that I was crushing on him, I went vegan and walked 4 miles every day. I lost 150 pounds and I looked really good. I had a nice, big firm round ass and big full tits that I accentuated with push up bras, tank tops, and super tight jeans."

THAT IS SO FREAKING AWESOME!! I really want my story to be...

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I feel like I'm losing myself. I'm a Christian girl who...

I feel like I'm losing myself. I'm a Christian girl who truly does believe in God and wants to do right. I know we all fail and stumble but I feel so fake. I've made plenty of mistakes but recently decided to get back on track. This was going well until I fell for this perfect guy (smart, handsome, sweet etc). I really thought he was the one and I fell real hard for him. Fast forward a few weeks: I had sex with him, found out he was married (but separated) and that I was pregnant. I was so conflicted and broken, but after much inner turmoil we decided to have an abortion. I knew it was wrong, but I was scared. Scared of what people would say, my future, my academics, everything seemed to be against it. The guy in question was not even supportive and just paid for it and last minute cancelled on me. I had to go alone. When I got to the abortion place the man who helped me out with it was very sweet and caring. He would continually ask me out and would check up on me several times a...

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Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money...

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. I have stolen money from my daughter my mother. I have stolen credit cards and used them. I steal from store by way of changing price tags. I lie. Just today lied to new landlord about location because I am worried that check bounced lied to our landlord now because I don't have money to pay rent. I always lie to my husband about money. I am doing so great on being sober I only pray I can get my financial sending addition under control. 

Please Father forgive me. Give us a smooth move into new house and give me strength to make sure all our finances are taken care of properly.

Please pray for me (us)

God Bless & Thank you.

I was 12 it's when my brother stopped talking to me for no reason...

am 18 years old my life started to suck when i was 12 it's when my brother stopped talking to me for no reason IMAGINE !!!!!  and after that i commuted things am not proud of i even entered therapy am a muslim and am very happy with my religion and i know why am in such bad situation it's all explained in the QURAN . i just want to say that am starting to get better PEOPLE : the key to your problems are many believe me but try to make others happy . help them in need smile with the poor be generous with those who doesn't have a house nor food go to an orphelin kids house and get them toys . visit old people and chat with them but most importantly gift your parents it will make them happy ^_^ do good and pray god to help you then start a new life stay away from your bad habits and have faith in god that he will forgive you then don't look back move on love everyone and also don't ever get arrogant on a poor it will destroy your life

AND DEAR PERSON WHO READ THIS : DON'T...

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Lovely unexpected moment with a secret crush

So, let's get this cleared out first: I'm in a committed and loving relationship and I will never, EVER betray my boyfriend's trust. However, there's this one guy friend who gives me butterflies in stomach...

We both sing at the same choir. I haven't made any kind of a move on him but we're friends nonetheless.

So, today we had our usual choir rehearsal and we practiced a song that has a very certain choreography to it: The song is basically a jolly folk song about men and women wooing each other and bragging about their wonderful love lives. The choreography could be described somehow like this:

1. first men and women stand in separate groups, gossiping, even flirting a bit with the other side etc.

2. both start acting aloof, playing hard to get, singing how they really aren't interested in the other

3. eventually both genders come around; every singer searches someone of the opposite sex and men pull women into half-hugs

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She wasn't virgin bro...

Hello Guys,

i am a guy from mechanical 3rd year studying engineering in one of the most reputed coll in india.

i just a worst feeling ever in my life today

i was in love with a girl from computer science, she was looking pretty well i kn for every guy his girl looks pretty, but expectations r der bro, she was really stunning and" innocent"

let me story of story by giving u guys a little info about my so called fucking love story(by now u would have come to conclusion that mine was a boring breakup story) guys w8 till the end atleast for the sake of god.

i met her in coll only our love story started in 1sem oly.

she used to mention about her previous boy frd, but she wasn't saying too much.

but after 3 years i read a email which was sent to her account by her only,she had backed up her previous gfs messages

to my shocking surprise, she wasn't virgin bro she had sex with him for 3 time holy fuck, have u ever believe a girl from...

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I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully...

I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully parked in a mostly empty lot. When I returned to my car some fucktard had parked so close to me that i could barely open the door. When every this happens, instead of swallowing my fucking anger, I keyed that mother fuckers car from stem to stern. let this be a lesson if you are an ignorant, inconsiderate fuck, I will always key your fucking car if you park too close. and you know what I dont feel that guilty. YOU DESERVE IT

can i get an AMEN?

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