I am a Christian and although I try my hardest not to, I sin as we all do. I found myself engrossed in porn and even masturbated a little, all while feeling terribly guilty. My problem is that even when I try to stop, I keep coming back to it after about a week. I have tried avoiding things that might trigger me and attempting yo block secret mode but nothing seems to stick. I just want to tell someone because I believe it will help. I have looked up steps and I just need to get it off my chest. I have also been praying and I am going to try reading my Bible instead when I get these urges.

 
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I know you might not listen because this is your set of beliefs, but masturbation is very healthy and I don't really think it should be thought of as a sin. It's your body. You're not hurting anyone. Humans have sexual desires because they must at some point reproduce like all other animals and if you're not ready to engage in sex with another person, masturbating is completely natural. God forgives us for all our sins as long as we are not hurting others.
 

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