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I'm fifteen and my 10 month old baby died a couple weeks ago. 

I bleed to dry out the pain

and my head gets dizzy and i am so tired

i have anxiety and depression

i have flaws

i am not accepted

and i love two genders

when i should feel incapable of loving one

i cut myself sore until my tears feel like blood

and i keep it in

and i am so sad

and until there is a point to the universe

i will look forward to nothing but death

I am a Christian and although I try my hardest not to, I sin as we all do. I found myself engrossed in porn and even masturbated a little, all while feeling terribly guilty. My problem is that even when I try to stop, I keep coming back to it after about a week. I have tried avoiding things that might trigger me and attempting yo block secret mode but nothing seems to stick. I just want to tell someone because I believe it will help. I have looked up steps and I just need to get it off my chest. I have also been praying and I am going to try reading my Bible instead when I get these urges.

I know you might not listen because this is your set of beliefs, but masturbation is very healthy and I don't really think it should be thought of as a sin. It's your body. You're not hurting anyone. Humans have sexual desires because they must at some point reproduce like all other animals and if you're not ready to engage in sex with another person, masturbating is completely natural. God forgives us for all our sins as long as we are not hurting others.

I bleed to dry out the pain

and my head gets dizzy and i am so tired

i have anxiety and depression

i have flaws

i am not accepted

and i love two genders

when i should feel incapable of loving one

i cut myself sore until my tears feel like blood

and i keep it in

and i am so sad

and until there is a point to the universe

i will look forward to nothing but death

I have been a cutter for 15 years. I've been burning myself for about 3 years. I have anxiety, depression, PTSD, bipolar and several other things and I just wanted to tell you it gets better

I agree it is the woman's right to choose to abort if she feels she can't provide or adopt the baby out would be too painful for them for it even to be born or a doctor's right to abort if a woman has been raped etc a woman is unlikely to want a baby from a rape, and the world is going in such a way that fewer people will be allowed to have babies and there is going to be more and more in the millions - of girls and boys, men and women in every country being sterilized secretly. Fewer people will be allowed to have babies and you will have to have a permit or licence to have a sexual relationship and to another permit/licence to have a birth each time you will have to pay a form of taxation or fee to get a permit for every other baby or sexual encounter and relationship.  They can mind... Read more

I hate it if women are using abortion as birth control, and they do most of the time. A fetus is a human being and can't stand up for its right to life, just like we had a right to life. It's something that can't be solved. Abortion is a white race thing, we are exterminating are baby's, while every other race is reproducing at a alarming rate.

Sometimes I believe in God and sometimes I don't.

I absolutely don't believe that god exists, there's never been one tiny shred of evidence to support their beliefs. When I was a child I believed in Santa Claus, why? Because the people who I loved and trusted told me he was real. I was told to be good a good boy if I wanted a Christmas present. Religion is exactly the same, your brainwashed from birth and that's what you will believe for the rest of your life. Religion is really child abuse. Your belief is more to do with where you are born. What organized religion is right about who is god. The true meaning of religion is to control people and to create guilt and fear as a control mechanism. Religion has caused nothing but war and death and little good to humans. I can't believe in something, if I have to have to kill a person who doesn't share my believe.That's not a superior being, that's obviously a human beings mind. If god exists he is a very simple minded, egotistical sadist. I don't mind saying. He has to be more of a presents to make me a believers.

I am 10 years old and I watch pornography I love it . Is it weird that I like the women more than men I like lesbian sex and strap ons In not ashamed i have fingered my self and I watch porn every week 

You need to bail on that. Porn at such a young age will destroy your idea of what sex is really about. Porn is all fake.

Melissa Rauch,  I saw you on the big bang theory and fell for you. I didn't mean to, it just happened. I hope you are a having a great time and a good day. Maybe someday we can meet each other. You are so pretty. I think we could become great friends and perhaps have a relationship.  Before I Knew your real name, I always referred to you as Bernie, well because that was your name in the big bang theory. So, I hope you don't mind being called Bernie. If you ever come by where I live,  feel free to stop by. Maybe if you don't have a valentine by Valentine's day, maybe we can both be valentines. Well nice talking to you and if you should get this, please feel free to respond.

I am a 15, year old girl who has gotten used to lust and temptations I feel extremely disgusted of myself because I masturbate when I'm watching porn movies,I know lie alot I've driven myself far away from God because I was very humble but I've turned into a demon. Please help me I am loved by alot of people who are counting on me and I would not love to disappoint them. Please help me lord I need your forgiveness and love. I want to be born again please hear my cry.

Just because you have a strong sex drive and masturbate a lot, does not even come close to making you a bad person. Watching porn and masturbating means that you have a healthy mind that desires the pleasures from enjoying sex. Your going to make a great wife for some lucky guy. I think it's a sin not to enjoy and explore ones sexuality. Sexual pleasure is what balances out the bad things in life and makes life a lot more enjoyable. It's wrong that your religious beliefs create guilt and feelings that your not a normal good person. Because I think that you are a healthy normal person with a naughty side.

My wife was a virgin when we met. I have a 5 inch penis and like an idiot I went out and bought an 8 inch dildo.  I know she prefers that to me and I'm sure she has fantasized about having sex with someone that big. Now we are in a relationship where she is the dominant and I am a submissive. Part of me regrets buying it but another part of me loves the idea of being dominated. I only hope she doesn't act on her fantasy to have a real penis inside of her that is bigger than me.

Almost all women are size queens, I have a large penis but my wife still goes out and buys huge dildos. I'm not offended by her fetish and enjoy using them on her as much as she does. Her asshole is mine and is always tight, so I don't care how big and loose she makes her pussy.

The trouble with wishing for one more time is that "It's always the last time, and it's never enough."

What do you do if you want to die? I want to a lot. My mom would be sad a little, but she would have more food and clothes without me here. And my friends, they would get over it. I just... sometimes when I want to cut or stab myself...I can't. It's like a little voice is saying I'm gonna be okay. But...I can't help but feel like I won't. I know it's not God. I always get a weird sensation when I hear it. Like, it means good but it does bad. Sometimes I think that it would be better if I was kidnapped. Then, I could live another life and leave the old one as if I was dead. I just feel though, even while typing this, that the little voice wants me to stay, to be safe. And....it hurt my chest listening to it. I'm selfish if I do leave or kill myself. Cause I know at least one person... Read more

You should take up bicycle riding and ride as fast and hard as you can, ride everyday. It's amazing how your outlook on yourself and your life can change when you exercise hard. Volunteer to help less fortunate people in your community, older people or the food bank. Make yourself useful and soon you will be needed by other people, then you will have meaning to your life. On the grand scale of the world, we are blessed to have enough food and water. We have the freedom and opportunities that most people in the world don't. It's sad to think that a child is fighting terminal cancer in a hospital, and only wants the chance to live. And you have life but want to end it prematurely. Please don't hurt the people that love, it's a terrible thing to have to live with for the rest of their lives.

I was molested by my brother for about 7 or 8 years. Over the course of those years he use to let his best friend abuse me. The older I got, the more I thought it was normal.

Until I had a break and asked my mother why did she turn a blind eye to what was happening, but she still denies till this day of having any knowledge. Even though she caught him doing me one night.

I am almost forty and ashamed to say that he was my first orgasm and that I have not experienced pleasure with anyone else. It makes me feel sick, disgusting and worthless.

Recently, I been disconnected, loss and unfeeling and am afraid my relationship of 6 years is suffering. I don't know what to do or how to work through these things. It's so hard. I love Master very deeply and he... Read more

It's a very emotional traumatizing thing to go through for a young girl, to be used for someone's sexual gratification is the most selfish act that can be done. Sometimes I'm embarrassed of my gender. I wouldn't feel any guilt because you orgasm and enjoyed the sexual act, I believe that it's quite common in female rape victims to be sexually aroused during the attack, the vagina automatically lubricates it's self. It's not something that they can control. I don't see a problem with you enjoying the sexual act its self, I could be a defence mechanism. You need to accept the terrible things that happened to you, and be stronger than ever before. It wasn't anything that was your fault. It wasn't anything wrong that you did. Your brother should be experiencing the feelings you have. If it was myself, I would confront both my mother and my brother.Tell them what internal struggles they have caused you, fight back and tell the whole world what happened to you. Cause your brother some pain, the emotional trauma he will feel when people find out that he is a pedophile who sexually abused his baby sister. Why should he get away scott free, after what he did to your mental well being along with the physical abuse to your body. But that's my way of thinking, exposing it and bringing it into the open might be a good thing for you. Instead of keeping it hidden deep inside yourself, letting it out could do wonders for your feelings of shame and embarrassment. Don't expect to be normal, be who you are and own it.

I'm a 14 year old girl and I smoke and drink a lot, but nobody, NOBODY knows. I steal my brother's friend's cigarettes and I sneak liquor from my parents. No one has ever noticed. Sometimes I get horrible pains after I smoke. I'm worried I've fucked up my lungs, but I refuse to tell anyone because people would be so shocked...I'm the last person that they would expect to do that.

Your whole life is ahead of you, if you are into shortening it, smoking and drinking alcohol are definitely the way to do it. You have lots of maturing to do, physically and mentally at fourteen years old. Most people who use alcohol or drugs, are running away from the reality of their lives. And need to alter their mind to escape from the pain they feel. I'm the first to admit to using drugs and alcohol to suppress and mask my emotions. If you're smoking and drinking alcohol to rebel against your family, that's very normal for a young adult to do. If you're doing it because you want to escape from your own mind, drugs are soon to enter your life. And that's years of using drugs and then years of over coming addiction. Or you get sick and your organs start failing and you live an absolutely terrible exsistance. Maybe get lucky and your death occurs prematurely. Drugs and alcohol are definitely a lot of fun in the beginning, that's for sure. But end up being the worst and biggest mistake of every single person whoever indulged in them. It is a better life living clean and sober, believe someone that has lived both life styles. Get your mind and body clean, find someone to love and have children together. That is real.

Let me start off by saying that I am not and never will be beautiful.

Not to myself, and most certainly not to anyone else.

If they told you I was they would be lying.

And this is not some pity party where I ask you to feel sorry for me. This is just me stating a simple fact. 

I'm just asking you, you beautiful, amazing people, to not tell someone that they're ugly. We, as people, are prone to beating ourselves up over our insecurities anyway. Don't make someone's life hell by just confirming to them what they think they know. You are better than that. Don't demean those who already feel as low as they can get.

And remember:

Just because you're better looking than someone does not make you better than them.

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When I was 13 I had my first 3 year relationship w/ my EX. We would go EVERY-WHERE together like Dolly wood, Splash-country, Disney, etc. When I turned 17 last year he told me he didn't want us to be together!!! And right then I felt like my heart was shattered into a million pieces. I'm 18 now & I'm still single. I'm thinking about NEVER dating again! What do you guys think I should do?? 

Hey you are going to go through heartbreaks but never give up. He wasn't worth it if he hurt you like that, but guys can be special and kind and lovely. They can give you love and the world never give up

I play with peoples emotions because I love to do it. Its like playing god almost. Have you ever just wanted to control over someone? Its like I have that ability and I love it.

I love doing the same thing. Its hard to not do it to every one. Its like I don't have emotions so I know how to make others show there's.

I think I may possibly be in love with my best friend but I swore to myself that I would never ever tell him how I feel in the fear that our friendship could be ruined. 

I'm currently in a relationship with someone who loves me more than anything and I think he's unbelievably kind. Despite this, I don't think I love him anymore but I'm afraid that if I breakup with him he will more than likely end up severely depressed. I don't want this to happen to him as he hasn't done anything wrong and I don't have anything against him, I've simply lost interest. We met up to discuss where our relationship is going but I couldn't bring myself to tell him that I'm ready to move on. I really wouldn't want him to become depressed, I know what it's like. He said if I met someone else he... Read more

I recommend you don't do anything just yet about this. As you don't know how your best friend feels about you. You may potentially ruin your relationship with a great guy who loves you more than himself and push away your best friend if you pursue him without knowing where he stands with you. I recommend giving it time and take some time away or distance from your boyfriend and bestfriend to reset your feelings and think it through. We both know there is a lack of good men out there. So be careful when you have a good one. However, if you genuinely know your best friend is in love with you, not like, but in love with you too then go for it. If your best friend loves you as much as he says he does, your happiness should come first whether with him or not.

My best friend's (its a guy) brother always flirts with me and he's 15 and I'm 13... awkward!

That's actually not a bad age gap at all, considering the fact that some people have a larger one. My friend (14) is dating a guy who's 19. I don't really care because, to me, love is love no matter the age, gender, religion, etc.

My female teacher handed out heart candies for her students. She put mine on my desk and it said te necesito. So i asked the other people what there candy said and on some of them it said eres unika. I also think she knows I have a crush on her. Should I confess my love to her?

Two things. 1. They're candy hearts, so they'll all have sappy things written on them. 2. Find some things out. Does she have a husband? Kids? Is she dating? If the answer to any of these is yes, then don't confess. If you think the answer to all of these is no, then it's up to you. I personally don't know what it's like to have a crush on a teachers, so this may not be any help.

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