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I bleed to dry out the pain...

I bleed to dry out the pain

and my head gets dizzy and i am so tired

i have anxiety and depression

i have flaws

i am not accepted

and i love two genders

when i should feel incapable of loving one

i cut myself sore until my tears feel like blood

and i keep it in

and i am so sad

and until there is a point to the universe

i will look forward to nothing but death

Last month, I bought my first bikini in years. Literally,...

Last month, I bought my first bikini in years. Literally, in 8ish years. I look fine in the bikini, but I just don't feel it, you know? My thighs are a bit bigger than other peoples at my age because being in a traveling dance group builds up strength. My butt is fine, I don't really care about it. It's my stomach that really bothers me. I'm perfectly normal for my height and age (5,6 and 14 y/o female), but I just feel fat (140 pounds).

I was molested by my brother for about 7 or 8 years. Over...

I was molested by my brother for about 7 or 8 years. Over the course of those years he use to let his best friend abuse me. The older I got, the more I thought it was normal.

Until I had a break and asked my mother why did she turn a blind eye to what was happening, but she still denies till this day of having any knowledge. Even though she caught him doing me one night.

I am almost forty and ashamed to say that he was my first orgasm and that I have not experienced pleasure with anyone else. It makes me feel sick, disgusting and worthless.

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I suspect someone I know drains my vital energy while I...

I suspect someone I know drains my vital energy while I am asleep. Nobody knows this just me. I go to sleep feeling normal, only a bit sleepy of course. When getting closer to falling asleep I begin feeling weaker and some weird sensation in the middle of my chest.However wake up almost EVERYDAY feeling weak... something bad happens in my sleep. There is a possibility that maybe it is also an evil entity doing that. I pray and ask God to protect me from this but not always my faith is enough. I wish this evil thing stopped draining my soul every night.

Non playable characters

Sometimes it seems the street where I live is real but it is artificially animated.This may sound as lunatic but sometimes certain individuals near where I act like NPCs (non-playable characters). I know they are not cg animated, of course.It is that they act exactly as if they had no "player", they act as if they had no soul and instead just a couple of sentences/phrases and just a couple of animations, that is, restrict programmed (and scarce) actions. For example there is a guy who always shouts the same things over and over. Sometimes the animation vary a bit.

My wife was a virgin when we met. I have a 5 inch penis...

My wife was a virgin when we met. I have a 5 inch penis and like an idiot I went out and bought an 8 inch dildo.  I know she prefers that to me and I'm sure she has fantasized about having sex with someone that big. Now we are in a relationship where she is the dominant and I am a submissive. Part of me regrets buying it but another part of me loves the idea of being dominated. I only hope she doesn't act on her fantasy to have a real penis inside of her that is bigger than me.

There is one guys we being friend for about 2 yrs already...

There is one guys we being friend for about 2 yrs already. He nice but he like to curse a lot hahahah . We do text, chatting, share some story and he treat so nice and he like to tell story hahah, I'm the person who only listen and laugh and he looks lonely but in fact he has girlfriend but he never spoke bout it . I hate him because he gave me false hope on him . Why he have to treat me so dearly in fact he didn't like me. I wish i never met him, every time i see his smile i melt and his laugh to. I just pray for his happiness but the feeling inside of me it burn .

I am getting married in March, that is love marriage. I...

I am getting married in March, that is love marriage. I know one guy since last 3 years but never became even friends and me, my would be husband and he working in the same organisation. Since 4th Feb we started knowing each other and became good friends. We started having bike rides, late night chatting, coffee, movie etc. and unknowingly started having feelings for each other. We used to flirt casually but now it became so serious. We can't stop our tears when we chat. During bike ride he continuously stares at me via the looking glass and same thing for me as well !!!

I'm addicted to sex because I'm an introvert..

I'm addicted to sex because I'm an introvert and have been rejected by girls many times. The problem is that I'm addicted to sex with the wrong sex. Please help me get out of this before I move into deep depression.

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May sound odd but. I know there is something THICK has...

May sound odd but I know there is something THICK has been trying to force me against my own, true, personal, nature. Really forcefully pushing hard against what God created me to be. If I am supposed to be one thing then something big is trying to force me into another (why big? because why would anyone care about somebody else's nature unless changing that nature served a greater purpose, not necessarily a positive purpose) 

Also, trying to make be/become the opposite of what I should act, think, say, feel, believe. 

I wish I knew how to deal with the skipping of...

I wish I knew how to deal with the skipping of acquaintance status steps, performed by others on me. Usually the whole simple process of making somebody an acquaintance becomes just too quick for me or people were trying to scare me. The steps necessary for getting known by others simply are inexistent. For example, if I am knew in some place people come to me and ask super private questions .

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I wanna know if my bf loves me he have a gf in there...

I wanna know if my bf loves me he have a gf in there place and hes here working abroad where he met me now we are in relationship for 2 years this 2016 Dec they broke up because the rumor between us reach her.... The problem is my bf don't want me to check his phone he put a password.. When he chat and I look on it he gets mad... I'm even told to act like friend in his fb not a lover as his family might know about me and that culture is too strict in Nepal...

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