A month ago I told my parents about how my older brother forced me to do sexual things with him from a very young age. Their reaction was great, they said they were sorry I had to experience that and were in disbelief that he'd do something like that. Now it's been a month and nothing has really happened? They haven't 'reported' him or anything. Is this different 'cuz he's my brother? I mean.. this can't be normal, can it? I just.. ugh..I don't really know what to think right now.

 
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