God.. please forgive me...

I am making my parents cry... because i cannot follow what they want.. i love someone else and parents are not ready... but to marry some other person is not acceptable to me..

 

Because of this, i had severe fight with my father... they cried and are still crying and i am the culprit but i dont wish to surrender to stupid caste boundism..

Please forgive me.. or make my soul free from this body.. i cannot take it any more. I am sorry God.

 
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