I hate myself, like literally. Everything about me is horrible. I don't give two shots about what anyone thinks of me cuz I don't like me. I'm 60 pounds over weight, I have anxiety, I'm on anti depressants, my thighs and stomach are too big, I'm whiny and annoying, Ima bitch to everyone, I have insomnia, and when I do sleep I get nightmares that make me awaken in fear and drowning in tears and sweat. I hang out with bitch people, and I think I'm fake. Can anyone tell me how to make myself feel better and love myself cuz I'm sick of hating myself.

 
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If u are 15yrs you have a whole life ahead of u. You hate your self CU's you are growing up wrongly, wrong ideals, wrong friends, wrong food, wrong almost everything. Change every thing. Now before its too late. netoplay@yahoo.com If you see my point, den I can help you, I know I can.

Your problems are all solvable, you have to love yourself despite what you feel is wrong with yourself. You appear to be not very motivated, and that could be the root of your problem. You don't need drugs, they really effect your emotional well being, and become an addiction. I think getting a lot more exercise would do a lot for your physical image you have of yourself, and more importantly, your mental and emotional health. It's that simple. Only you can change what you don't like. I'm sure if you started to walk a mile everyday, then two miles. You would feel 100% better. And when you lost the first couple of pounds, then a couple more pounds. Your whole life would change. A little bit of exercise will get you off those nasty pills , that could be part of your problem with your mental outlook. life sucks, many people agree with that. But life is what you make it. Get mad, get tough on yourself, push yourself if you want change. Nobody else can make you change. Get happy my friend, it's something that is possible, and it's something that you can do. I love you and I don't even know you, you do love yourself to. Get moving.
 

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