I hate myself, like literally. Everything about me is horrible. I don't give two shots about what anyone thinks of me cuz I don't like me. I'm 60 pounds over weight, I have anxiety, I'm on anti depressants, my thighs and stomach are too big, I'm whiny and annoying, Ima bitch to everyone, I have insomnia, and when I do sleep I get nightmares that make me awaken in fear and drowning in tears and sweat. I hang out with bitch people, and I think I'm fake. Can anyone tell me how to make myself feel better and love myself cuz I'm sick of hating myself.

 
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If u are 15yrs you have a whole life ahead of u. You hate your self CU's you are growing up wrongly, wrong ideals, wrong friends, wrong food, wrong almost everything. Change every thing. Now before its too late. netoplay@yahoo.com If you see my point, den I can help you, I know I can.
 

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