Secrets about Habits & Addictions

 

Last month, I bought my first bikini in years. Literally,...

Last month, I bought my first bikini in years. Literally, in 8ish years. I look fine in the bikini, but I just don't feel it, you know? My thighs are a bit bigger than other peoples at my age because being in a traveling dance group builds up strength. My butt is fine, I don't really care about it. It's my stomach that really bothers me. I'm perfectly normal for my height and age (5,6 and 14 y/o female), but I just feel fat (140 pounds).

I have a stress-eating problem and now, everything is catching up with me. So I'm eating less. I started off by eating everything later. Then I turned lunch and dinner into snacks rather than full meals. Then I started skipping lunch and breakfast became a snack. Now, I only eat a snack for breakfast, I skip lunch, and for than half the week, I skip dinner altogether.

My friends came over for a sleepover and found my weight keeping journal containing my weekly info on how much exercise I did and my weight at the end of the...

Read Full Secret

I am a lesbian dominant that loves spanking pussies and I...

I am a lesbian dominant that loves spanking pussies and I also love to dirty talk. 

I feel so guilty I should be sticking to my diet and I...

I feel so guilty I should be sticking to my diet and I ate this 3 by 3 cm slice of latte energy bar with soy and choc chips and caramel and icing and some sugar plums and I feel so guilty how can I lose weight desiring fatty sugary shit. Why am I feeling this and self-sabotaging? I feel like I am so fat there is no saving me, I am doomed. Til I get the help I need my eating disorders are out of hand like my over shopping. If only I could get some work and enjoy it and get easy money without the govt worrying. I am sick of these addictions controlling me I am bigger then them I have to control them. I just need to learn how.

I'd love to be fucked by two guys at once in the ass and...

I'd love to be fucked by two guys at once in the ass and pussy or oral and anal.. I really want it badly but I'm only 15.

For two years, I was addicted to a pocket knife, to...

For two years, I was addicted to a pocket knife, to seeing my own blood being drawn from deep slits in my arms. I loved hurting myself, joining the other in beating me down. I finally got help and stopped self-harm. Who helped me? Nope, not doctors or my family. It was music. Sing by My Chemical Romance, to be exact. The song is about standing up for people who can't defend themselves.

"Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls, every time that you lose sing it for the world, sing it from the heart, sing it till you're nuts, sing it out or world's gonna hate your guts, sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind, sing about everyone that you left behind, sing it for the world, sing it for the world" - Sing (My Chemical Romance)

My family finds me disgusting and treats me like dirt because of the scars on my arm.

Read Full Secret

I touch myself on the private area sometimes and make...

I touch myself on the private area sometimes and make myself have an orgsm and I swear sometimes and have bullied a girl a few times.

Bad habit

i have a bad case of watching porn and masturbation since i was 13 and i want to recover from it.

My name is dusan.. I am hiding a deep dark secret...

My name is dusan, I am hiding a deep dark secret and keep lying about it. I have aids because I am gay. My addiction to sex and porn is out of control. I need to take a pill to get it up.

My confession is..

My confession is that I can't stop jerking off

I'm 14 and I shoplift a lot...

I'm 14 and I shoplift a lot

i got got at least 60$ worth of stuff today, face products mainly

Pleasure addict

It's difficult not thinking about it. Sex and pleasure have become a huge part of my daily life for so long now, sometimes it's all I can think of. There are moments when I'm left alone where all I fantasize about is me being able to give and receive pleasure from a partner, different faces each and every time, different situations too.

I'm in a serious relationship and have been for quite a while, and I love my current partner to Hell and back, yet we find it hard to maintain our sex life as responsibilities come in our way as well as the limited time we get to spend together due to work, families, friends etc. We try to keep a balance between the things we enjoy doing, but sex has always been at the very bottom of that list. 

It's not as easy as I thought, simply saying "I want more sex." won't give me exactly that. It sounds selfish, inconsiderate because I want it all the time. Sometimes, I feel horrible for doing it alone most of the time, specifically...

Read Full Secret

Money mistress

Add DeaLilith on kik if you're an online moneyslave.

Foot Fetish

I love girls feet (ages are usually about 13-28) I am a teen. I just love most of girls feet so much!

I have been dealing with chronic pain for a long time now...

I have been dealing with chronic pain for a long time now and on pain meds for almost a year with prior issues with pain meds. However, this time, after finishing a 10 year treatment, I thought I could safely take the pain meds but only to find out it is hard not take something when I hurt all the time; and sometimes I hurt even after I take it. I am stuck between needing something to curtail the pain and do not want to be on something I have to rely on for a long time or the rest of my life. I feel my next dr appointment, if I choose to go, at the pain clinic will be my last because of keep coming up empty a couple days early... Also the last appointment I asked dr about going up on dose but the dr said there are changes coming that will slow down a lot of people who are on pain medicine so the dr prefers to keep me at the current level...  I am seriously thinking about not even going to the appointment. I am not sure how I am going to deal with that situation other than one day...

Read Full Secret

Fujoshi

Im a woman on my 20's but I enjoy watching or reading about love stories about 2 men. I even ship guyxguy, you know since it's popular if you stan kpop idols. I cant tell it to anyone since my country is a christian one and my friends are homophobic who'll probably judge me if they knew about my yaoi mangas and fanfic stories about chanbaek. I cant tell it to anyone... ever. so im letting it out here instead of taking it alone my grave. I cant stop it now since its become a hobby. 

I struggle with looking at online pornography...

I struggle with looking at online pornography and masturbation. I know it is a sin and by Gods grace it will be over. 

At the age of 36, i have had my troubles with weed and alcohol...

At the age of 36, i have had my troubles with weed and alcohol. I have been a problem child, son, husband and now a father.

It is for me, my family is always worried and sad. It's been quite a while and I want to get out of this.

Give me the strength ...

Love to have sex too much...

Love to have sex too much like to the point where I think about joining a sex colonie in the middle of nowhere.

I am a male in Nevada and I love crossdressong

Hi my name is Shawn I love cross dressed I'm always wearing a pair of painties

Puke in the shower...

Today is made myself puke in the shower after eating because I felt fat.  This is the third time I've done this. 

Pages