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I fingered myself a couple of days ago

I fingered myself a couple of days ago

My wife

i have been teasing my wife lately by telling her to start being more slutty when we go out or i will look around for some fun elsewhere. now i have a woman i pay. my wife is not happy but now i can bend her over at my liesure and fuck her as god intended. now i am happy. i love watching her as i fuck her. she looks like a slut and i tel her. she married me for my money and security. now i want her to slut herself

Sexting has ruined my life

I found out that my wife started sexting and then dating other men. I was hurt but I love  my two young children at the time.  So we stayed together,  I was feeling lonely so I started going online to porn  sites and then to chat rooms.. Eventually I started emailing women and sexting.  She is now using that against me in the divorce.  She got into my emails and made copies.  I didn't save evidence against her.  She will now get my kids. I have ruined my children's sanctuary because we will be selling their home.  I have never felt so low. 

when people compliment me on my curvey figure I Hate it...

when people compliment me on my curvey figure I Hate it because it reminds me that I am a woman. I do everything to remain and look like a human child doll. 

I eat once a day, I take laxatives and drink

lazative tea everyday. I have such an effective method that I have really loose bowels meaning that I go to the toliet 3 times a day. I stay out of the sun, I wear foundation several shades lighter and, I have my hair in a typical Victorian doll style. Now I'm suffering from dizziness, headaches which last the whole day and I have cuts on my mouth, which are refusing to fully heal. As well as bad stomach aches, whenever I eat certain foods. I know this is the extreme end of body dsymophia and I am aware that this, is not helping my  eating disorders. I know. 

i just masturbated and i keep om tryomg to quit

i just masturbated and i keep om tryomg to quit

I sniff my neighbor's panties

I moved to a new apartment months ago and I recently discovered I had a spare key of my old apartment, in the same building. The tennand on my old apartment is a beautiful Japanese girl who is a teacher, she's about 26, small with firm tits. When I discovered my spare key all I could think of was about sneaking into her place and sniff her panties, which I did and still do on a kinda regular basis. She's very conservative (as Japanese people generally are) so I was surprised to find so many different thongs in her laundry basket. I LOVE THEM and I LOVE her smell. Apparently her pussy is creamy all the time because the thongs and panties have a lot of discharge on them. Sometimes I lick it off the fabric even when it's dry. 

She has the perfect pussy scent. 

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I notice so much in media and education and at doctors...

I notice so much in media and education and at doctors practices about men's sexual health but what about women's health?

I confess .Imaginative Lust for ladies. Love. Money ....

I confess .Imaginative Lust for ladies. Love. Money . Power. Control. Demand. Rule the world. Astrology. Palmistry. Predictions. Smart and evil scientist being.  I am really tired being like that. I fear of loosing real life. Lust made me mud i masturbate daily for many years i feel and fear loosing of strenght.I show myself. I am really a good and genuine boy i have respect for ladies i have honour for them from heart. But i am seeing porn daily morning and mostly seeing rape videos where innocents are being raped. I feel pleasure from it. I am becoming lazy and overconfident. SAVE ME FROM THIS MENTALITY. I am looking for strange sex and gay sex . Even i had chance of two or more encounters orally and i grave for. I fear i will loose my things. I am becoming like mad person. I am fatty and not doing exercise i like to do and strenghthen myself. I am avoiding crowd and i have ego nature. I want to be a inventor or creator or discoverer person. I want to be emerge as Sun and light...

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My whole life has been really fucked up,you ever seen...

My whole life has been really fucked up,you ever seen that show shameless? My life in a nut shell. My dad is extremely addicted to meth,my mom is a raging alcoholic and does meth as well. When my brother was 15 he started doing meth and became very distant. My sister at 14 started smoking cigarettes and hated school,she contimplated suicide. But that was just the beginning of what I knew. See I was only 6 when they were going through this and I didn't understand why life was bad it just was. And now that I'm 14 I see things much more clearly,but I'm so very depressed. I woke up this morning and ask my dad how he slept aND he said he hadn't slept,I say "figures you've been high on meth" he just chuckles. This don't bother me,like people would think. What got me thinking hard today was the fact that my dad asked me why I hate him so much,all I said was I don't know,but I do know,I hate him because he had kids,I hate him because he's abandoned me for years on end,I hate him because he...

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Barry Blowjob

Well, this is embarrassing.  My name is Barry and I totally love giving other guys' blowjobs.  I am not joking.  I am happiest when I have a cock in my mouth.  It is like I am totally and completely addicted to slurping cocks.  

There is just no great way to confess this.  I am a...

There is just no great way to confess this.  I am a guy.  My name is Barry.  I have a powerfully insatiable craving for having other guys' cocks in my mouth all the time.  I really really love giving blowjobs.  It is like a sense of relief when I have a cock slide into my mouth.  But the minute I finish sucking the guy off, I immediately start craving my next blowjob.  It is totally embarrassing.  I think I could spend 40 hours a week sucking cocks.  I am pretty sure that is my dream job...slurping and gulping.  

 I have a really high powered job and everyone...

 I have a really high powered job and everyone thinks i have this great life and career, in actual fact I feel alone and consumed by sadness all the time, my brain never seems to switch off and i get really anxious about all kinds of stuff. I take prescription opiate medication to get high and to stop the feelings from taking over and to take a break from my own thoughts, everyone thinks im this tough, strong, independant woman but the truth is im barely functioning and sinking deeper into addiction :(

Not so bad secret

Often I don't eally eat any actual food, only chocolate, potato chips and cookies

I know it's not healthy, but I don't feel like eating any proper food.

I like to masturbate when I am alone is that wrong??

I like to masturbate when I am alone is that wrong??

Every second I continue living the more un happy I become...

Every second I continue living the more un happy I become. I keep going back to okd habits... I like the feeling of me burning my leg or poking needles at it, but i know i shouldn't. Im not the way i used to be, but i just feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. I dont really know whats the point. Why am i even here? I just want to feel happy, feel connected to others why is that so hard to do. Im a failure. I cant undertand others or the idea of love, or anything related. What is wrong with me?

I have an addiction and I have admitted that I have a...

I have an addiction and I have admitted that I have a problem but i can't quit. I always end up going back for more. After I always feel so ashamed and guilty but I do it again and again. 

I Just Deleted 370GB of Porn off my computer,...

I Just Deleted 370GB of Porn off my computer,

It was all sorts of (legal) Genre's, I suppose it was illegal that I downloaded it.

Amateur, BBW, even Transsexual stuff in there. Don't know why, just sometimes I had urges to go weird.

It's all gone.

Now I can errrr...

Oh god what have I done...

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Sometimes, I take more ibraprofren then what's on the...

Sometimes, I take more ibraprofren then what's on the bottle because it makes me less hungry so I can loss weight

I constantly count my calories and feel like shit if I go...

I constantly count my calories and feel like shit if I go over my limit.

Am I doing this to hurt myself? No. I want to look amazing because of my narcissistic personality.

Do I have an eating disorder? Maybe. But I feel a lot better doing this, like I am in control of my life for once.

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I'm 15 and I want to kill everyon. Sometimes I will get...

I'm 15 and I want to kill everyon. Sometimes I will get so mad, my hands start to shake and my vision goes black, and the voices in my head scream at me to kill. Sometime, I'll be looking at a frien, and see a vein in their arm or something, and I cant look away,and all I can can think about is blood, and slicing that vein open. Sometimes, I'll look at someone, and barely be able to restrain myse for attacking them, and ripping them apart. when I have a crush, I want to be so sadistic, and kiss them so hard and bite them so they bleed and hurt them and love them all at once. But then, I see a stray kitten, and all I want us to cuddle it and save it. Sometimes I only want to be held and treated gently so badly that I cry. I cut my wrists open and revel in the pain and blood, and then the next day I cry at the pain, and my weaknes. I go from sadistic monster to lost lonely little girl who only wants to be held. 

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