Secrets about Hate & Revenge

 

I have done wrong against ghost and entity and beings...

I have done wrong against ghost and entity and beings lately. I am so sorry, please forgive me. I forgive you

today i will have my revenge

the man who raped my little brother 18 years ago is getting out today. In a little over an hour i will be at the penitentiary with my baretta waiting for him. I will shoot him the moment he recognizes me. He is going to die today. I will finally have my revenge.

I want to see my little sister Tia dead

I want to see my little sister Tia dead

I like to blackmail underage girls into cutting and...

I like to blackmail underage girls into cutting and fucking themselves for me on camera.

I confess I wish my the ones, more than three...

I confess I wish my the ones , more than three maybe, who molest me and torment me got arrested and also unable to molest me, because it is done consciously. I really don't deserve this.

I'm not comfortable with my boyfriend cause he always get...

I'm not comfortable with my boyfriend cause he always get jealous of nothing!

He get my facebook but I can't get his facebook.

I can feel something randomly trying to stimulate me...

I can feel something randomly trying to stimulate me sexually. Something invisible. I never received oral sex let alone invisible oral sex, I know it's using it's his her fingers though. This is so annoying, and uncomfortable , the invisible woman/man/thing whoever it is only started doing this a couple of years now, before I didn't feel it. At first I thought it was just me getting aroused but I know the different in between now. I really hope this person gets caught and punished for being a MOLESTOR and someone stops his or her fingers from sticking together so that he/she can't molest anyone ever again.

today i killed a hamester by poking her head really hard...

today i killed a hamester by poking her head really hard for a several times, in two day! the bad part is that i liked it so much that i thought about it and enjoyed! but the worst part is that i want to buy another and stronger hamester and do this again! the nightmare is that i liked it couldnt defend itself and even make a noise so that someone could hear or even hide so i cant poke her head again!

stupid creature even licked ice-cream from my finger after so many hard pokes ! that makes me enjoy poking her head even  harder! i'm sorry but i'm enjoying even right now when i'm typing!! next one must be male and stronger so i can hit him more and harder!

wtf is wrong with my soal in 2 days i became this monester i am now!!

Justice for all

Im officially starting a silent treatment to punish everyone at my fucking home. 

no wonder ron used to roar at people about his bitch wife...

no wonder ron used to roar at people about his bitch wife "tell that bloody bitch to get home" I want to yell at my spastic geriatric mother- 'get off that fucking phone and computer and do some fucking housework in your fucking house old slut" I have no sympathy for her, she is a complete bitch who should be kicked up the bum by a man she will feel so embarrassed for abusing her daugher, she abused me and she deserved to be hit and told off and yelled at. I WANT SOME GUY TO KICK HER ASS. IT HAS TO A HOTTY OR AUTHORITY NOT DAD WEAKLING OR FAMILY. she had attacked me many times physically with sharp instruments and I am sick of her shit. and her stinking farts and her stupid games and her fucking clothes buying and her leading me astray and her stupid mouth and the stink shit that comes out of it and I swear since I am around her me I am starting to smell like her and it makes me want to puke. my mother makes me sick.

marge long witchy hair really annoys me. its as fat as...

marge long witchy hair really annoys me. its as fat as hangs around coffee shops all day long with her fat ass gossiping. she insulted me from day 1 I felt like "yuk you are creepy" only ever wears black and a fat witch long black witch hair, ugly face, really big opinion of her assfacehole. I would love to see her choir up and hit her over the head at a cafe , that would be funny because she is so mean to everyone. I wonder if her little sing alongs still exist as to me they were childish. I know its bad of me, I would just like to see her hurt. the hate I have for her and kelly they are like two twins really. that witchy poo look she wears all this long black dresses or skirts with witchy long black hair and so fat so fat man. she tries to make her female students lesbians like her, she tried that on me and I would like to see one day the whore is paid back, I hate them all so much. I could tell marge the music teacher didn't like me. and kelly is...

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I have to warn my sister about dr Matt as I am sure he is...

I have to warn my sister about dr Matt as I am sure he is karens brother, and a torbee, and he did tear bea alright. I am sure he is brad and the whole macduff name is a con job, he is a fraud and my father and mother are going to back me and stop him coming near this house in anyway, legally I have already asked him to not come near my family ever. and I have to make him do it legally just like ken, my parents will back me on this and mum and dad said they can't see my sister leaving the deli's, so Mat better stop his games with kelly or I will go to police and my doctor and report the whole story.

I absolutely hate this bitch music teacher called margie...

I absolutely hate this bitch music teacher called margie she always wears black long witchy clothing and she is a super bitch cow. I hope someone bumbs her off literally she is so evil. she bullied me and she is a whore.

When i was a child, my my little Sisters and I were a...

When i was a child, my my little Sisters and I were a raped repeatedly by two family members for about 5 years. Then as im older and that whole ordeal is over come to find out the love of my life was sodomized by a person in CPS. I have a problem, I have this burning desire to hunt them down and kill them, and it scares me because i know i could, and it would be so easy. Im afraid of what I will do if i ever lose control of my anger. Everyday I think about killing them all slowly, the only reason I have not is because my sisters and my love need me. But im worried that one day ill lose control. 

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I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully...

I brought my wife out to dinner tonight and carefully parked in a mostly empty lot. When I returned to my car some fucktard had parked so close to me that i could barely open the door. When every this happens, instead of swallowing my fucking anger, I keyed that mother fuckers car from stem to stern. let this be a lesson if you are an ignorant, inconsiderate fuck, I will always key your fucking car if you park too close. and you know what I dont feel that guilty. YOU DESERVE IT

can i get an AMEN?

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I thought I was getting better... I thought I could...

I thought I was getting better... I thought I could survive... but each time I reach a sane mind... It breaks... 

Everytime... they remind me of how much i fuck up... and how useless i am... i want to die... but i wsnt to live at the same time and get better... but it gets hard... because.. even when i get better.. they'll always hate me... 

I stopped giving them things... stopped trying to have a connection with them... honestly, I  know how much i fuck up... i know my anxiety cripples me... I knoq i have to see a therapist... but i don't know if i even want to try anymore...

I hate my existance.... that I'm not the perfect daugter.. that my birh father and adpoted dad dropped me... because I 'm a fuck up... for not being like my siblings...

Why am i even alive for? I have no boyfriend, he dropped me too... told me how shitty i was... i want to tell my friend.. but i don't want em to know...

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I am a ball of wasted potential, due to various factors...

I am a ball of wasted potential, due to various factors but a large one being generational family dysfunction on both sides. And I am still angry despite all "forward-looking" reasoning. I wish my mom's abuser had dropped dead back when he started. My mom and her sisters could have led much, MUCH fuller lives. They are so smart, but they were mentally crippled. Abuser was enabled with full access, and enabler abused emotionally. I am so angry. And now both abusers are dead after living long, wealthy lives, well-loved by the community, while playing mind games for decades after.

I'm too much of a coward to cut myself. Buy there's a...

I'm too much of a coward to cut myself. Buy there's a burn on my wrist that didn't come from cooking, and scratches on my hips the width of a safety pin and knife blade. 

I hate myself. I'm 26. I thought I'd grow out of that. 

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I hijacked her social media account and erased some...

I hijacked her social media account and erased some things. Hopefully,  she'll never find out.

To all of my friends on a certain internet forum: I'm...

To all of my friends on a certain internet forum: I'm sorry for saying those rather insulting things about you on one of our videos.  I truly do not have any beefs with any of you; it's just that you guys do some stuff that really annoys me, and I took the opportunity to vent.  I realize that I took it much too seriously and devolved into pure malice and hatred; I went too far.  Please forgive me for what I did.

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