Secrets about Kids & Childhood

 

Sigh. My stepkid's Mom is preggers. She doesn't take care...

Sigh. My stepkid's Mom is preggers. She doesn't take care of the kids she has, wtf is she going to do with a baby?  They don't have a floor! It's plywood that's always giving the kids splinters. Her new hubbie is a convicted felon who won't work. He's drunk every day and mean to her kids. He doesn't take care of the son he has - and he lost visitation of him! Come on idiot!! You can't be serious! You got 2 tattoos and have had a smartphone in the same time period of having no floor! You let a grown man sleep in your son's other bunk bed for months. We told you it was a bad idea, you fought us and mf-ING child protective services had to step in to get you to protect your child. Nothing happened but why take the chance? You seem to give an f about your daughter so I hope this one is a girl, too. But you bragged about slapping her across the face, so you're still a crap Mom. Idiot, moron, skank!!!

I cry every time I see pictures of the brother I never...

I cry every time I see pictures of the brother I never knew. He would be 24 this year.

I got kicked out of my circle of friends when I was 17...

I got kicked out of my circle of friends when I was 17 for causing too many problems. Most of them are the kind of people anyone sensible would have outgrown during their college years, and replaced with better friends. That's what I would have preferred, instead I was ostracized and it was very traumatic for me. A few years down the line I'd gotten so bad I needed anti-depressants and therapy sessions because I wasn't going to class, mostly because I was convinced that everyone there hated me. I'm 28 now, got better and am able to go out in public everyday without freaking out. I finished school and have the start of a good career going for me. However I never really managed to replace my worthless friends. I have work friends and I have family members I do things with. I'm seemingly incapable of forming stronger bonds with people because I'm afraid of a repeat performance. In terms of my social life there's a 10+ year gap that would be really hard to explain if anyone wanted to...

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I just realized that I'm very, very angry at my late...

I just realized that I'm very, very angry at my late grandmother, who raised me, for not knowing that I was actually mildly autistic, or not doing anything about it if she did know. There's no one left alive who knew me as a child.  I'm 60 years old.

I just learned about Asperger's a few months ago and everything came crashing together in perfect clarity. It's been months of a "reveal montage" like in the movie "The Sixth Sense", where everything finally adds up perfectly: not having any friends as a child, the failed marriages, the sudden abandonments by "friends", the swindling by business partners. But now I'm old and it's too late to do anything about any of it.

Life is a living hell for an un-diagnosed aspie. A late diagnosis is even worse, because now I second-guess everything I thought I knew, and everything I ever did or said.

friend

Me and one of my friends were talking and he knows that me and his wife were good friends growing up. He asked me if me and her ever had sex together.  I told him no. I said I wanted to but just never got the chance. He said if you had the chance to now would i. I said yes. He told me well I'm looking for some to come over and fuck

 Some people think that black people can't be racist...

 Some people think that black people can't be racist. Racist means: a person who shows or feels discrimination or prejudice against people of other races, or who believes that a particular race is superior to another. or showing or feeling discrimination or prejudice against people of other races, or believing that a particular race is superior to another. I'm white but some times I feel that people think I'm a bad person for being white and their saying blacks are better than my race. Let me just give you a heads up that EVERYONE MATTERS!!

i am in my early 30s, female, and married. I have no...

i am in my early 30s, female, and married. I have no interest in having children...apparently until I am drunk. Then suddenly I can't stop watching videos of babies and hoping I have one someday.

I have gotten into a bad accident.  I made friends...

I have gotten into a bad accident.  I made friends with the lady next door. She started watching her grand kids in the afternoons. For about 4 hours. She was watching two boys and two girls. Last week I asked if she would let one of the boys help me in the shower. She asked Jason that is 9 if he would like to help me out. I told him all you have to do is wash my back . She said it's ok with her and Jason said sure. So me and him came over to my house and I got the shower ready and then I got naked and then told Jason to come in. I told him the best way to wash my back is if he got in the shower with me. So I had him take off all his clothes and get in with me. I started the shower up and had him standing in front of me. I told him to get the soap and start on my back. He leaned over and I took his cock in my mouth. Sucked on him for a min or two. I asked if that was ok with him. He said yes that it was feeling good. He leaned over me again and I took him in my mouth.  He stood...

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I feel so broken i used to love a guy. And i feel so...

I feel so broken i used to love a guy. And i feel so lonely nobody gets me . I am so sad,broken,empty. My dad lives far away i miss him hes never here on my birthdays or family holidays. The guy i truely love broked my heart.And i have almost no friends i feel like an outsider.

Why do I have to be me?

Hello world..I'm 19 and black... I have things much worse because of my skin. I see that my white friends have it more healthier and happier life than me. Its opposite with my black friends. Most of my white friends were raised in a two parent homes..but I and some my black friends was raised in a single parent home. My white friends parents were so nice to me than the black ones. Even my own parent...I hated calling her mommy, mama or mother. I usually call her by her first name. She is a gold digging, controlling, lazy bitch and mean to all three of her kids. I'm shocked that my sister and brother still calls her mommy. She treated like slaves and abused us. Now, I'm glad I am going to be gone out her house and going to be doing something with my life... I wished I had a father in my life while I was growing up. My family could've been more better like my friends family. I'm just a broken hearted black woman that cries when I hear "father" comes out of someone mouth. Sometimes I...

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Friend died of epilepsy

My best friend died from epilepsy he was special every body picked on him he only had me and one  other friend. Before he died his other friend moved i promised him hefore he moved that i would take care of our friend so a little month later my family couldn't afford the house payment so we had to move with our other family. A few month after i got on facebook and saw people saying that he died I'm so sad and i feel guilty and i am traumatized and going into depression because he died and my mother is really sick i wished every thing is ok and sorry for my bad grammer.

At the age of nine, I wanted to drink bleach...

 At the age of nine, I wanted to drink bleach because I was afraid of blood, so cutting myself wasn't an option. Every day I faced constant gossip--I was the weird girl--and verbal or emotional bullying.  I went to my teacher about it.  After explaining the torment I received on a daily basis from one specific girl, my teacher exclaimed "Oh! I love her!"  Yeah.  If you think I have fully recovered, think again. 

Mother

I have to get it out. When I was 11, I saw my mother sexually assualting and molesting our domestic help. It's such a vivid memory. She was in the hallway to the kitchen, there were tears streaming down our helper's face, she was protesting so horridly, yet my mother went on touching and pressing her breasts, she was crying so hard, and even saw me. Both of them saw me, yet my mother did not stop. I can't believe I was raised such a monster. This memory is so clear, and it comes up so frequently I start crying. There was a grin on my mother's face, I remember it so clearly. She was enjoying it. I hope she dies. 

please stop stalking us k and j . please stop abusing us...

Please stop stalking us k and j. Please stop abusing us jb and mary sp, rosy and black pawpa kblacky emolimo and we did nothing wrong to you. Get over it and grow up and stop abusing us. You're dirty jb, you're a dirty criminal yourself. Check your dirty file out. I am sick of being bullied by these scammers, enough already. Go scam someone richer and better but stop abusing me. I will check out your dirt files people will tell me their stories about you. Your time is up. We downtrodden want our day and revenge your power made and out of date! Lets just see how far you try to push it when I talk to craig pol and check your dirt files out!

I like this boy named pierce...

I like this boy named pierce, he's in my class but I asked him out in 2nd grade and he said I don't no some one asked me out to and then in 3 grade I asked him out then he said him and his brother had a secret about me so then I was nice to him and then we went to the movies for a field trip when we got to the  movies and it was over we where in line he cuted in front of everyone to get to me and then we sat by each other on the bus and we flirted and it was the BEST!!!!! Day of my life.....   Coming down below love you guise not to be weird k.

FML

I honestly want to kill myself. When I was little I don't remember how old I was, I was raped and nobody believed me. I was harassed a couple of time by 14 year old and i'm only 11. My family hates me because I make mistakes a lot.

I love you

I Love You and I miss you so much, time is less and the distance is so large. You hate me but I love you. Please Come back.

I absolutely hate children

But life isn't simple, never is; we often learn this the hard way. And how'd I get my lesson? By accidentally getting pregnant.

Fear struck me immediately, anger followed soon, depression finished the kill. I was 20 years old at the time, always careful, always cautious - but you can never be too careful, now can you? Contraceptives such as pills and condoms didn't quite suffice, apparently. Perhaps I wasn't handling the pills properly, or the bad timing of a broken condom was the reason, but whatever the cause, the result was still the same; 6 weeks in, and there I was over the toilet bowl one morning, puking my guts out. I had my doubts, but the two cheap ass pregnancy tests I bought at the nearest drug store came out positive, and I can still remember my knees going weak in pure panic- I can't recall the last time I've cried so hard.

I haven't told a single soul, not to my parents, neither to my brother, nor my closest friends, not even my...

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A little while back I was with two little girls

A little while back I was with two little girls (btw I am a girl) and we were talking about love, and I am gay so I said do you guys know what being gay means? They answered me with being sad, lonely, or mean. These are all negative things, and I didn't know what to say. I wasn't offended because they were taut that  this was true and I had no control over that. But I actually had to explain what being gay meant. This upset me because these are just two of the little kids where there's probably millions that believed the same thing. What has world come down to. Lying to your children.

Everyday I am scared. Scared that my parents will find...

Everyday I am scared. Scared that my parents will find out I am demiromantic lesbian. Scared that I will fail school. Scared that I will get so scared I will break down in the middle of class crying. But should I be?

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