Secrets about School & College

 

My name is Marco, and for the past three months I've been...

My name is Marco, and for the past three months I've been trying to forgive myself after I hit that quad feed on black ops3 which got me banned. Now I awake every morning with rushing thoughts, I try to cry but all I can think about is the sight of my no scope quad feed. I need help, I need someone to talk to. I force a smile on my face trying to pretend like everything is okay, but every time I pretend the pain grows and grows. I am sorry to those four people whom got in the line of my sight. I had a RC-XD and wraith in bound. My mom doesn't love me anymore and my dad left us, he went to go get a son who has a ps4 and who doesn't have 0.99 K/D. I am sorry. 

I'm not in school. Kids are nerds.

I'm not in school. Kids are nerds.

My Subjects

So, I haven't told my mum or dad that I want to do something in the film industry- my dad would take it well but my mum is dead set on me doing English, maths, all three sciences, history, geography, graphics and computing for my GCSEs. I want to do drama, but she's highly opposed to the idea of me even thinking about anything creative, as "it won't help me in the future." I'm a really good student, in all the top sets and I was in a national general knowledge quiz a few years ago. Everyone expects me to be something amazing, but really I just want to make films that make people cry, laugh and just feel all the emotions. Even if I'm not on the main screen, I still want to do it.

Oh yeah, and I'm really good at hacking, so my other option is to do something with that... but I am no way becoming a government agent.

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I've been cutting for 10 years now and my depression isn...

I've been cutting for 10 years now and my depression isn't getting any better, if anything it's getting worse again. My dad hates me and sees me as nothing but a disappointment and a failure because I'm a delinquent and a lesbian. I want to be an artist but he thinks that I'm wasting my time and being stupid because there's no way I'll make it, all I've ever wanted is for my father to be proud of me but I'll just never be good enough for him. And what's worse is that I have to repeat my senior year of high school and I'm terrified. I've been bullied my entire life and it's only gotten worse over the years and now I have to go through another 10 months of being insulted, put down and beat up until my vision's blurry and it's hard to breathe and I can't stand up or even get to my knees anymore. I'm in therapy but it's not helping anything, believe it or not it's making everything worse, I haven't slept or eaten much over this past week, it seems that more often than not all I can do...

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At my school, there was recently a new late policy...

At my school, there was recently a new late policy implemented called the tardy table. I am not always on time to class, and right when the tardy table policy started, I walked into class about 20 seconds late, where one of my favorite teachers was extremely harsh to me and ended up making me cry before sending me to get a pass outside the class. When I returned, I was rude and very upset. A few days later, I apologized and talked with her about how I felt and the situation. She understood, and we continued talking about the new policy and made up :) However, in the process, she mentioned that other students were writing down incorrect names at the tardy table to avoid getting detentions. I laughed and said how common it was, and accidentally told her that a friend of mine had done it recently, who is also in my class. When she asked to know more, I realized what I said could hurt his reputation, and told her I really didn't know anything about it. However, the next class, he came...

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To begin with, this is not really a confession ; a mere...

To begin with, this is not really a confession ; a mere vent of anger, I'd rather say. 

I am a final year student & I am absolutely unsatisfied with how college has been. It is with utter despondence that I note college has thrown me into total perturbation. Though, most in their last year of graduation would rather look back at the memories they made, I would prefer a distance of 1200 km from the very reminiscence of mine. Herewith, I should acknowledge all those who contributed petty shares of humiliation & ignorance to the massive blunder my life is now. 

A, the very fact that I am letting out my frustration on a confession page suffices to prove I do not have friends. If I did this before (self-proclaimed) friends of mine, they would most predictably laugh it off. No one really takes me seriously, thanks to the "joker" they think I am. As a matter of fact, it was actually entitled an attention seeking stunt when I first...

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I lied to everyone at my school about being accepted into...

I lied to everyone at my school about being accepted into Rice. I misread the rejection letter and thought it meant that I was waitlisted. Now I know that I'm not actually in but everyone already told thinks that I got in. This is a huge lie that I wish I hadn't told but now I have no choice but to keep up with it. 

i love everyone......but situations are so that i can't...

i love everyone......but situations are so that i can't express that i love all my classmates...boys and girls.....................i will be quite maddish

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Secretly, I wish someone would save me from the bullies...

Secretly, I wish someone would save me from the bullies from school. I wonder why nobody ever did, while trying to "intervene" in other very personal issues . Nobody ever protected me or was sincerely on my side at least. Actually wished it never happened. Even the few who ....pittied...yes it is the right word ....pittied me actually despised me. It was to me as if whenever someone injusticed me it was becauae I deserved. Nobody ever told me" Hell happens even to good people, doesn't mean God made it for us".

I really want to know if there is such things as a ...

I really want to know if there is such things as a "fuckgirl". People have lately been calling me that, and I don't know if it is actually a word. Someone please just let me know, if you know.

I am a student of 21 and I live since September last year...

I am a student of 21 and I live since September last year with a landlady, a fat widow in her sixties. Previously I had three girlfriends and the relation of the last one was finished because I found me a room for my study in another part of the country.

When the widow heard I had no girlfriend anymore, she told me that she would feel very privileged (yes, so were her words), to provide me with my needs. I didn't need to be ashamed to let her know I was horny because she still knew very well how young men are in this. I would not regret it, she promised.

Out of curiosity that night I had sex with her. It was amazing, I had several times sex with her and the widow let her go completely and gave me the best sex I had ever experienced.
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Currently in my clinical rotation for nursing school with...

Currently in my clinical rotation for nursing school with a female professor. The first day I met her I noticed how pretty, cool, young, and she is incredibly intelligent. I as a student starting developing a gigantic crush on her. I see her every two weeks and every time I try getting over this crush, the second week I see her it sparks my heart again. I like her so much. Except that I am her student, am a girl (she is straight and married), and am not the brightest student in the group so far. She pushes me to do better and always asks me questions, but eventually she helps me with answers. I can't stop this crush and it is distracting me from focusing on my assignments and other school work. My heart is in agony. Whyyy haha

A girl who I liked at work started messaging me, when I...

A girl who I liked at work started messaging me, when I was too scared to make a move. Her fb said she had a boyfriend, and I wouldnt do anything to cause her to cross any boundaries, but she said they were breaking up. We got involved, at least virtually, and it was the best time of my life... I enjoyed just being with her, is that love? Regardless, one day she said she was getting back with her ex, but that she didnt want to stop what we had. I was so tempted to go with it. I was. I felt like that's the closest point I've ever been to love. Instead, I did what I thought was the right thing, I tried to be there for her, but just as a friend: I didnt want to interfere with their relationship, and I couldn't live with the idea of both her being with another guy, and me causing her to cheat. Ironic, isnt it, to be selfishly honourable.

Well, fast forward a month, and that honour dissapears. The girl I liked in high school, comes along. We're now dating, but I feel like I'm...

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 Since I saw you few Months ago i gradually fell in...

 Since I saw you few Months ago i gradually fell in love with you in first sight .I hope that you have also feelings for me taking with you for some minutes was the best minutes in my life .You don't know how how am madly love with you always your face comes in my mind everytime .I need you so much sweetheart wish I could meet with you again .

it have been two days in uni, and i got new friends tho....

it have been two days in uni, and i got new friends tho. not really the new one since i already know them from the last semester but i didn't talk with them. my house is full with peoples (7 peoples) but its feel really empty. they just doing their own stuff. but its ok, we will know each other before the last semester. 

but, i really miss my old housemate. 

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I am a part of student government and I haven't gone to...

I am a part of student government and I haven't gone to our weekly meetings in over a month. If I go to a meeting I'll be shamed. If I don't go to a meeting ever again I'll be shamed. I've trapped myself in my irresponsibility again and I don't know what to do.

I graduated in 2014 from veterinary school. I knew full...

I graduated in 2014 from veterinary school. I knew full well that I was not interested in clinical medicine for the exact same reasons for why I am needing an emergency anonymous post now --- burnout, compassion fatigue, no work/life balance, constant exhaustion, etc etc. I was on the "independent track" at school, although we did not track technically. The field I am interested in is pretty competitive so getting a job right from vet school wasn't going to be easy. I have two other degrees other than my BS and DVM. Thus, I found myself forced to work in clinical medicine until I can get a job in my desired sector in veterinary medicine. 

I told my bosses that I was going to just stay for 1 year until I can get back to what I truly wanted to do. They knew this hiring me. The first year whizzed by fast. It was fun, exciting, new, challenging... everything that I get a high on. Yes, there were the occasional crazy person here and there, the angry clients, etc etc but it...

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I'm a 14 almost 15 year old girl who loves makeup. I've...

I'm a 14 almost 15 year old girl who loves makeup. I've gotten multiple jobs in the makeup field so far. I've worked at The Children's Theater, The Stages Theater, school plays and dances and several free-lance jobs.

I want to end up having a career working with makeup, but I don't really know any good beauty schools in the US for it. I'm thinking about college already because I want to know what options are out there and I see so many people (including my older brother) stress about college applications.

Please don't tell me things like "You know that makeup don't pay that high, right?" Yes, I know, but would you really want to be stuck doing something you HATE for tons of cash? Or do something you LOVE for a bit less?

Any good beauty/makeup colleges (that have a reasonable tuition)?

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I noticed you back in our 6th grade

Dear Noah,

I noticed you back in our 6th grade English class and now, almost 5 years have passed. And since then, I couldn't get you out of my head. Your short, untamed, curly red hair matches the blush on my face when we catch one another's stare. Your stunning blue-green eyes light up and sparkle when something good happens. Your adorable freckles add that playful, almost child-like, element to your being. Your contagious laughter echoes in my mind for hours on end.

Whenever I see you, it's like a volcano has erupted, spreading heat all over my face and neck. You're perfect in my eyes.

Though we've caught each other's gaze, I'm pretty sure you have not truly noticed me. I mean, why would someone as popular and handsome as you, notice a trend-defying, unpopular, outcast such as myself? When you could have anyone, why on earth would you choose me to gaze at?

Despite what some people have said, you've been so sweet to me since day one...

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Crush on my teacher

Her name is Mary Ann and honestly she could totally get it (except she's married oops)

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