Secrets about Sins & Confessions

 

Ughhhh where do I begin.... lets make it semi short....

Ughhhh where do I begin.... lets make it semi short.

with a guy

friends for 8 years 

have been dating for almost a year now 

whole family likes 

has a job, car and isnt an idiot 

supports me

listens to me 

is bacially everything someone would want in a partner

but 

like I'm not attracted to him in the least bit

he is the polar opposite of what I'm attracted to

he was just there for everything 

he was always there

i always said I would never date him 

cause I knew this would happen 

but I gave in last year

I love him yes but I don't lust for him 

i dream about other guys almost everynight 

i get jealous of other girls in public who are with someone that's my type 

i fantasize about being with someone my type

I'm so fucked 

if I break up with him, I know I'll be ruining his life, he...

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I’m 39 and not too attractive because of some birth...

I’m 39 and not too attractive because of some birth defects. I’m a pretty decent guy in most situations. I feel bad about this confession sometimes. I like going out on the town for events…concerts, local festivals, art walks, poetry slams, or just to hang out at a bar for a drink. I usually go by myself. Sometimes when I’m bored, I will catcall girls or creepily hit on girls just to get a reaction and be rejected. Rejection kinda turns me on, hence why I have went to dance clubs to watch hunky men dance with hot girls that I can’t get. I’ve fantasized about going up a girl and telling her she has “nice jugs” or something just for a reaction. I also fantasize about doing this shirtless. I’d ask for brutal honesty about my looks, but that’s asking too much, I think. I sometimes take pictures of butts and boobs…even during the day. Especially when I’m caught or make a girl too uncomfortable, I feel really bad later. This isn’t a healthy cycle.

I see black skies, and white lies I'd rather be dead....

I see black skies, and white lies I'd rather be dead. filling my head with different enemies thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecuruties (as the ground right under me) crumbles if it wasn't there. It's too much my hearts crushed I'm not alive. I won't allow myself happiness because its all lies I've seen the pain I run away so many times death and I are companions he's there at all times. I won't love, won't trust, I won't die. I can't feel but managed to steal your heart, love its dirt poor and I fuck whores who want love it seems the anything offered can be enough but it's time. body galls so I don't know who to call at all and my heart can't take on my broken souk... Im so fucking numb. My life has succumb to hate, Trinidad, alone, in the snow. The graves I dug for us was too much?? I am overwhelmed and I am going to hell. Over one fucking ban on Xbox??? why am I like this. I will miss my dark matter came which I worked so hard for. My 1.99 K/D. Is it over?? I'm never satisfy...

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I hate the way I look and have been fantasizing of...

I hate the way I look and have been fantasizing of stabbing myself and cutting my face. when I mention this to my mom she treats me like I'm young and stupid and pushes me away. I hate feeling this way and I can't stop. Sometimes I feel so lonely and think about ending it all.

I have one secret that I feel unable to tell another...

I have one secret that I feel unable to tell another human face to face. I have unearthed all of my other sins, but this one I told myself I would take to the grave. I have sinned. When I was younger, and had highly sexual energy that I did not know what to do with, I allowed and encouraged my dog to perform oral pleasure on me. I am so ashamed of this. God, forgive me.

I'm a god

I'm a god

I cheated on my partner because I thought it would make...

I cheated on my partner because I thought it would make me feel better about him not loving/wanting me...

I was wrong. I'm even more miserable now and just want to die.

My facepalm is not enough to express the intensity of my...

My facepalm is not enough to express the intensity of my disbelief on how petty a human being is capable to be.

I fingered myself a couple of days ago

I fingered myself a couple of days ago

I am a junior in high school and everyday when I walk...

I am a junior in high school and everyday when I walk home from school I run into my girlfriend sitting on the train tracks. I sat with her and talked to her for hours and left at a certain time. My secret? she was hit and killed by a train 3 years ago. I constantly relive this and the more I try to wake up, the shorter my hours get with her 

There is this guy i am really in love with. I love him...

There is this guy i am really in love with. I love him more than i have ever loved anyone all my life and he is committed and i knew it from always. Other than having those feelings for him we are great friends.  One day i spent the night at his flat and we kissed... Kissing grew intense and we made out a bit... That was not the only night we did it. It happened 10 more times. He could not resist telling his girlfriend everything and my best friend broke up with her saying that he has polluted the relationship and he does not  deserve to be with her... I feel responsible... He loves him and he will never be able to stay happy without her and that girl, she hates me and thinks i am a bitch(she is right though).  This is all... I am a person good for nothing... I ruined our friendship and i ruined a beautiful relationship  and i hate myself 

A note to readers: I have a traumatic brain injury which...

A note to readers: I have a traumatic brain injury which causes an increased sex drive, and impulse control is a struggle. About 3.5 years after we moved into a new neighborhood, I learned that a one-night stand, 12 years earlier which I remembered as an epic night, was actually in an adjacent neighborhood where I occasionally run. I contacted him on Facebook and we decided to hook up; it worked for me because I'm married and don't want my number to go up any higher. We only actually did anything once (I met his dogs another time, before I got one of my own, and another time we just caught up)...In hindsight, he has the tiniest dick I've ever seen and that night in 2003 was epic 'cuz I was so wasted. Then he moved.lol....and now DH doesn't trust me!

She was close with me and we would get on fine then I...

She was close with me and we would get on fine then I would go into her bedroom and fondle her this continued for many months

My best friend in the whole world is annoying me. I don't...

My best friend in the whole world is annoying me. I don't want to listen to her go on and on about inconsequential things anymore. Im tired. I dont know how to tell her that. Im an awful friend.

i've had sex before marriage and i want to become pure...

i've had sex before marriage and i want to become pure again. i know that's not physically possible but i want to become clean from my sins. 

Last night I slept in another mans bed 

Last night I slept in another mans bed 

I can't stop masturbating I am having penetrating sex...

I can't stop masturbating I am having penetrating sex with my sister. I want to go her home and force her to have sex. We had sex together a long time. ago and she didnt try stopping me. i made her so wet. she wants me to fuck her. i feel it from her. i fear we wont stop once we start.  i want to fuck her so hard.

she is as dirty minded as i am. 

I want to confess that I played a game about "pussy saga"...

I want to confess that I played a game about "pussy saga" that showed up as an ad for like 30 minutes. I'm sorry and I regret it 

I met someone in social media apps. Eventually, both of...

I met someone in social media apps. Eventually, both of us have fallen in love with one another. But, the bad thing is I used fake picture. Does the love also fake and what should I do since I do really love him. I never thought it will happen like this. 

I'm really not doing well in my statistics class. I'm an...

I'm really not doing well in my statistics class. I'm an online student, and the final exam is on paper, not online. I secured a proctor at my local library and sent an email to my professor with the library director's contact info. 

My prof must have hit "Reply All" or something. In the body of the email is text that is for the person overseeing the exam (i.e., time limits, calculators + 2 sheets of notes are permissible, laptops and textbooks are not; where to send finished exams, etc.) 

At the bottom of the email is the PDF of the exam itself. 

With over 700 undergrads on campus, + the 40 or so online students, I know she's swamped. 

The only way I can pass this is by opening the final and working on it before I go to the library tomorrow.

But, if she realizes her error (which I doubt she will) I could be screwed. 

If she didn't cc the library director, then I might be in trouble because she didn't get the email...

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