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Non playable characters

Sometimes it seems the street where I live is real but it is artificially animated.This may sound as lunatic but sometimes certain individuals near where I act like NPCs (non-playable characters). I know they are not cg animated, of course.It is that they act exactly as if they had no "player", they act as if they had no soul and instead just a couple of sentences/phrases and just a couple of animations, that is, restrict programmed (and scarce) actions. For example there is a guy who always shouts the same things over and over. Sometimes the animation vary a bit. Just like some NPCs are programmed to only do and say certain pre-programmed things. For example: In a computer game a certain NPC character is programmed to alternate between saying "Hello!" And "Welcome", usually connected to what their function or personality is. However the difference is the people in my street seem to say the same things over and over and in the same way as"Hi!", "Hii!","Oh, oh!" "What?" And those...

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I don't know how long I've been cutting myself but Its...

I don't know how long I've been cutting myself but It's close to consuming me whole leg.

I am obsessed with my lips. It's kinda weird but, it's...

I am obsessed with my lips. It's kinda weird but, it's true. My lips have to look beautiful all the time or I'll freak! Something weird has been going on lately, though. They've been bruising and I dunno why. I've watched my diet, researched the ingredients in my lipsticks/chap sticks/lip glosses and I was careful in any sport I played. I don't use lip plumper or get injections because I think plumper (be it glosses, masks or a suction device/shot glass) a waste of money and lip injections have risks I'm not willing to take.

My lips are always a purple pinkish color without anything on them. It's not stained or anything and I don't think it's normal, but whatever.

I only wear lipsticks from ABH, Urban Decay (not their liquid lipsticks though because they're drying AF!), and KVD. I go through about a tube of chap stick each week.

This isn't normal, is it?

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The Invisible Hand of Torment-it attacks again and again...

The invisible hand is attacking my lady parts again but nobody cares. Guess there isn't much to be done about it anyways. I make fun of it at times but in truth it is the same as Chinese water torture for me (and would be to anyone after a.ll this time). Besides this invisible hand also hurts me randomly as well it doesn't stop at "invisible molestation". Now I don't like getting hurt but I hate the invisible molestation more than the invisible hurting. I don't know why it is irritating. Maybe because it is as it is saying with this:"I don't really care if you are feeling any pleasure with this so I will keep touching your privates just because I think it is pleasurable to you." (in fact I once or twice started moaning inside my mind something like a forced "Oh Yeah" and the molestation stopped right away). Whenever the invisible hand molests me it's exactly as if it is just a hand molesting me not a person with a hand doing this but a hand without a person...

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I never knew what a Solar Plexus was but since I was a...

I never knew what a Solar Plexus was but since I was a little child I've always felt more tired after sleeping and napping and waking up feeling weak right in the middle of my abdomen It happened throughout my life and in by adolescence it got worst .By that time I started trying to make my own deductions about it and what it was.I deducted things but it wasn't it. For example I deduced it could be anemia but it wasn't. I started deducing it was soul draining, spiritual draining after I began delving into chakras. I now don't believe in chakras anymore, however sometimes I wake up feeling weak to the point of drowsiness and if I stand up less quickly it makes me see everything black as if about to pass out . Besides that it feels as if in the middle of my chest it's weak but not exactly physically. Some nights I wake up just with the weird feeling in the middle of my chest but not tired nor weak all over just in the middle of my abdomen. 

         In conclusion, I...

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Something invisible tries to sexually stimulate me without purpose...

It's been a couple of years now. Randomly something invisible tries to sexually stimulate me without purpose. Really out of nowhere I am sexually stimulated and have been into confusion with other people because of this. This "invisible"/spiritual forced sexual stimulation happens in public and at a couple of times I've been into unnecessary arguments and seemed angry with other people when it was actually with the sexual molestation I was angry with because it is not refreshing nor pleasant it's got like chinese water torture onto me. Sometimes in winter I go through cold showers just so my clitoris will go dormant and I won't feel anything. Even if I was someone sexually active it would be tormenting. It feels as if someone is tickling, sometimes a soft shock, sometimes a pressing my clirtoris and it lasts about 1 second and happens randomly. It's been about three years and sometimes I commit self injure in my privates by punching/hitting my parts or put ice on it so it will go...

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I am not human, many do not believe but they do not have...

I am not human, many do not believe but they do not have to. Many believe even less that we are out there. In time things will begin to happen to prove we are out there. Most of us mean no harm whereas some of our other species are unruly and live for the violence. I am not here to tell my life story for that would take far too long. I am here to speak to those who will listen. I have watched the future become history and history become legend. Some of human history has been covered and unspoken. It is up to those who dare to venture beyond the safety of their own path to pick up on the world that is around them. I do not force belief nor will I blame you for wanting to keep to your own safety, but do understand, we are out there.

i more than get into blood and gore..

I more than get into blood and gore.. i enjoy it more than people know

Ben S from Miami raped me

He penetrated my urethra and now I have urinary incontinence.

Nobody would believe me but, there's a macabre creepy 60+...

Nobody would believe me but, there's a macabre creepy 60+ man watching me, my private life, a perv and a psychopath. There's this really gruesome side of him from years of accumulated consumed violence, which he is addicted to. But psychopath in this case means: morbid(not as in fat), sordid, macabre, not just without empathy or guilt. Literally gives me nightmares (of the worst sort, the kind you wake up sweating and wanting to hide or run as if the nightmare was still happening), there's a chance he really invaded my normally random dreams and transformed it into a nightmare. I know females are prone to be more paranoid about psychopaths than men but not a paranoid lady here. I have a good grasp on reality. It just happens I am surrounded by danger and a bit of psychopaths here and there.

He is not a relative friend or whatever. I am not talking about social media or anything like that I really mean it WATCHING ME. He is waiting for the right moment to catch me, any...

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I got hurt and the wound is just so itchy...

I got hurt and the wound is just so itchy. I love this skeleton dude on here I call him Blonoli-begs anyway, I glad I found this site to confession my shit. I feel depressed a great lot of the time and have to hide it personal life and I desperately want a sex life and to get fit into playing competitive sport and confidence and loose a few pounds. I just hate my lifestyle right now and its all a mess. I have to find a way to make it change.

I have a crush on Adolf Hitler. I don't agree with the...

I have a crush on Adolf Hitler. I don't agree with the Holocaust or the anti-race mixing thing but he did a lot of great things for Germany too and I admire how passionate he was about nationalism. He was highly intelligent and if he were alive we would likely have deep conversations about our philosophies, it'd be so interesting to know someone like him. I also have developed a fetish for Nazis, probably because I often fantasize about being dominated, especially by a person in leather, the material is a huge turn on and a symbol of power than just makes me want to grovel.  Hitler was very well dressed, I gotta say. And to top it all off he was so beautiful! The way he looks fits my standards. I think mustaches are cute, and his compliments his face very well. He fits my standards in general. I'm sorry but Hitler just makes me swoon, even if I don't like some of the things he did. I want to cuddle him.

Here's Something Strange And Short... I Have A Crush On...

Here's Something Strange And Short... I Have A Crush On Milk Chan From Oh! Super Milk Chan... And Im A Girl...

Fujoshi

Im a woman on my 20's but I enjoy watching or reading about love stories about 2 men. I even ship guyxguy, you know since it's popular if you stan kpop idols. I cant tell it to anyone since my country is a christian one and my friends are homophobic who'll probably judge me if they knew about my yaoi mangas and fanfic stories about chanbaek. I cant tell it to anyone... ever. so im letting it out here instead of taking it alone my grave. I cant stop it now since its become a hobby. 

So I'm one of those people who does super random stuff...

So I'm one of those people who does super random stuff late at night that I only find out about from my internet history but that does not explain why I'm sitting at home reading Sans x Frisk Lemon M rated fanfiction completely sober at 10 in the morning. WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!!!

I haven't been able to share my fantasies

Hi. I'm 27 y.o guy who's introverted, a little shy and, well, perverted. Not an easiest combo to live with. I haven't been able to share my fantasies with my ex as I found them far too embarrassing even to talk about it. Basically the idea of being humiliated, dominated, treated like a slave (even outside the bedroom, within reason though) trying to satisfy women's desires – not necessarily sexual – is a huge turn-on for me. I'm still not very comfortable with talking about all of this, nevertheless I still dream about meeting a geeky, open-minded and perverted woman with whom I'd be able to share this twisted life of mine.

I am a male in Nevada and I love crossdressong

Hi my name is Shawn I love cross dressed I'm always wearing a pair of painties

I hear someone talking in my head...

I hear someone talking in my head. He have been there my whole life. He is just a part of me. I think his gender is why i am confused about mine. Im a woman. I just dont feel like a woman. But i look like one, so nobody cares. And half of my mind is the man talking. And he is me too. Lately he have told me, that i want to die, and i think he is right. I would like to die, but i will not kill myself, and neither will he.

I play with peoples emotions because I love to do it...

I play with peoples emotions because I love to do it. Its like playing god almost. Have you ever just wanted to control over someone? Its like I have that ability and I love it.

I'm a lady who loves guy on guy action

A lot of people believe girls like me are freaks ... But it's not fair!!! There's a lot of guys who love to see girl on girl action so what is vice-versa unacceptable!!! Also I hear those stupid girls rejecting bi-guys for their orientation but these dumb bimbos are missing out!!!

Why can't people accept that there's straight girls who love guy on guy action!!!!

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